Blow bubbles blow

2009-05-29T19:28:00.002+08:00

"Quel âge as-tu?"
that was the question that appeared for my
writing test and of course,
for the last time, i wrote
"J'ai dix-huit ans"

hahahah awesooome!
last day for the sem for sec school kids
last day for the term-before-term-test
for poly kids
and of course,
last day for me
to be officially 8een
=DDD

im like darn excited but at the same time
darn nervous
cos age is time
and time is not really what i have
what with three totally different projects
to complete in three weeks
ok fine.
theatre research project,
i would say its the nicest to me of all
cos space planning still requires me to draw
seven different layouts for the room requirements
and oh, irdd is the most evil-est of all!
not only, it requires a min 50mins presentation
with a 5mins video
a 3D model
A1 site plan
a couple of A2 drawings
and if possible,
a booklet of our resort
0.0
0.0
w.t.f.
and not to forget ayg too
and i just realised,
its all during school week
nono.
its all during PRESENTATION school week
darn. darn.
i wanted to get loa.
HAH. like real laa siaa
wanna get loa for ayg
but im one of the group leaders
soo, must set a good example
chey. bullshiiiiiiiit.
oh and im involved for ncc adventure team
for ncc day
so, YAY. will be doing flying fox again!
hee! i loooooove! ;DDD
im on or what siaa?
ndp, nccd, ayg
whooooooooooooooooooo.
careful shima..
you cant afford to flung irdd taaaaaaau!

and ohoh!
i got 19/20 for french listening test ;DDD
heeeeee. but im afraid i didnt score as well
for my writing test =((
hmmmmmmmm

2009-05-27T15:39:00.004+08:00

TERM TEST NEXT WEEK LAA SIAAAAA

hahahahah

see laa, shima

SLACK SOME MORE.

dang.

luckily, i only have two papers

sheeeeesh.

and

HAPPY 20th, SARAAAAAAH

thanks for being there for me babe!

=DD

and i miss you laaaaaa!

come back to tp soooon pleeease!

and also not to forget another maknenek also

SUUNAILAH!

i dont have her picture here

=.=

called her at midnight on her birthday but she was

asleep already

riiight.

but i bumped into her when i was hanging out at esplanade!

=DDDDDDD

heee!

shes still the same suuu that i know years ago

daaaang.

we need to have a prss full strength outing yaw!

=))

2009-05-10T22:42:00.003+08:00

bonjour!

je m'apelle Nursimah.
j'ai dix-huit ans.
j'habite Bedok.
je suis et singapourienne
je ne travaille pas.
je suis etudiante.
je ne suis pas mariee.
je suis celibatre
je parle angle, malais et un peu javanois =))
j'ai un petit ami =DDDDDD
je aime il!

heee!
♥♥♥♥♥♥, je t'aime mon cheri!

the fear.

2009-04-27T20:49:00.005+08:00

bonjour!

i dont like lily allen
cos i think shes weird
but i cant help myself
but to hum to The Fear.

petang semalam saya termimpi
satu mimpi yang sungguh aneh.
saya sedang berduduk di sebuah tangga,
tangganya agak serupa dengan tangan yang
menuju ke Marina Square
cuma ia amat tinggi sekali

di sebelah saya ialah Amira,
ya, si makcik kedot itu,
tetapi bukan kami sahaja yang
berada di sana tetapi
empat lagi kawan kami
yang bukan begitu rapat
tetapi boleh tahan rapat juga ya.

kami sedang menghadapi
matahari terbenam
dan pada satu masa itu,
matahari sungguh silau
hingga saya tidak dapat buka pun
dua biji mata saya.
saya melindung mata saya
daripada cahaya matahari
tetapi cahayanya sungguh terang
hingga mata saya pedih dan
mula berair.
saya pun toleh kebelakang
untuk mendapat teduh dari
matahari tetapi cahayanya masih kuat
dalam semua yang berada di sana,
nampaknya cuma saya seorang
yang tidak boleh tahan dengan
cahayanya, masa pun lalu
dengan lambat yang saya tidak
boleh angkat.

selepas lama saya menahan
keperitannya, saya dapat membuka mata
saya semula

lalu, saya sedar dari tidur,
rupanya saya tidur FACING tingkap lah
dengan matahari yang terbenam!

dan saya rindu awak lah

and to YOU.
fuck you.
i dont need your respect
and you so dont deserve mine

Salut!

2009-04-25T21:37:00.003+08:00

dang.
looks like, i'll be doing my attachment
in year 4.1 instead huhh..
timetable is slack for now..

initially, had only 3 modules
2 of which are repeated/forward
whichever you may call it and
the other, i missed it during year 2.1
soo decided to take up 2 CDS
and so i'm gonna be learning
French and Understanding Theatre
hee.
excitement or what?

i dont know what to update already
cos i missed out too much
but there wont be NDP rehearsals for the
next three weeks
soo that means, my sat is freeeee! =DD

and 57th instructors are planning
a second outing yaw!
with any random peoples invited too
hee!

and to you,
i'd cross a thousand miles for.

fanclub kepaaaaaaaaa

2009-04-11T01:35:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

since when i got fanclub?!

siaper gi buat niii?!

57th! 57th! 57th 57th..

2009-04-11T00:52:00.002+08:00

FINALLY,
57th COC is over!
i had a great blast
being my BOTAK boys' APC

they rocked my socks!
with all their uber random jokes
and nonsen ongs which i really love!
hahahahahahahahahahaha
ahhhhhhh no more being their MUM!
no more being part of their jokes
and doing the super random stuff!

i miss my guys
daven
kelvin
kenneth
raymond
dinie
faizal
helmi
mahyuddin
syazwan
muslim
james
afiq
jonathan
oi
yoke hong
farid
sebastian
wilfred
soon yu

awesome people, you guys are!
all the best for your future as
Cadet Officers and lets hope we meet again
=DD

and they gave me a red rose
ahhhhhhhh
hahahaha cos they performed,
fall for you,
for their performace and there was
one part whereby they didnt know what to do
so i suggested that they give out red roses
to ladies in the audience before coming back
on stage and i like the fact
that they are really opened to suggestion
and they did just that!
hahaaha
and after the pop,
the whole syndicate was like on one knee
holding to one red rose
and they were like calling out to people to take a photo
HAHAHAHAH
OMGGGGGGGGGGG
i love you guys many2 siaaaaaaaaa
hahahaha

and the instructors' performance rock tooooo!
we danced to "nobody" by wondergirls
and like, we had a couple of cock ups
but we just danced still
and rock the show!
hahaha
you guys are awesome to work with!
=DDDD

musically deprived

2009-03-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

im sooooooooooo music deprived!
gaaaaaaarh.
i gotta keepy myself occupied
just so i wont feel restless siaa
hahaha
Music has been like,
my personal brand of heroin

CHEYY.
nak step edward cullen konon.
HAHAHAH
pfft.

1st week of 57th aint that bad
i have been sleeping from 0330-0630
daily and like, all the other trainers,
sought the comfort of the PA room
in the theatrette when they have lectures
hahahah

APC for Syndicate 1
which is mostly Central
with a couple of Sea people
and since its an all-boys syndicate,
i become their DM arr
hahaha but they gerek boys
=DD
my BOTAK boys
=DD

and ndp rehearsal
was short
and encik wee, mathy and SM
are funny peoples
hahaha
and not to mention,
gatal too.
opps.
ahahaha

tomorrow going jb
then sun book in
hectic or what?
hahahah

back.

2009-03-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

just got back from spec course
but no mood to talk about it yet

rock.

2009-03-16T14:11:00.002+08:00

kental or what?
last night, the phone kept ringing
and mostly for me of course
and my sisters were pissed
cos half the time i couldnt here
them calling me cos of the earpieces
stuck in my ear =DD
so there was one time,
that i was really tired of answering
the calls too soo i was like,
in a really draggy voice,
hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
and i was expecting either malia or mira
to be on the other end of the line
but it was,
girl: uhh, ma'am? ni hazirah.
me: 0.0 hazirah who?
girl: uhh cadet. east view?
me: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
*slaps forehead*
yerp.

and i'll be booking in for
spec course phase one laterr
and i still havent pack
=D hee.

and michael jackson's songs rock or what?
ohh, and thanks to zzat,
i'm like watching some tecktonik(sp?) videos
and i found the Pussy song!
hahaahhaah
ok those who went to
East District Freestyle Drill Comp,
knows what im talking about
=D
hahaha till then laaaaa

sports and stuff =)

2009-03-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

i foooorgot!
on thurs, went running at bedok reservoir park with mira
purposedly didnt bring my ez link along
so that i'll start running from home
and did my warm ups all at the door
and was like,
kayy, if no mats. start running
and it was only evening
soo wasnt expecting any mats
but the moment reached first floor,
my enthu died siaa..
too many mats hahahaha
soo ended up briskwalking all the way
to the bustop at bedok reservoir park
to meet mira
did more warm ups before we started jogging
then we waaaaalk,
then jogjogjogjog,
waaaaaalk before we ran the last 5 - 10 meters.

the next day,
malia came down to east view
to wait for me for a while
supposedly to go running with her
but legs still cramming
HEE. =DD
soo was like super excited
asking her to play badminton!
as i asked nafiz anf izzat but both tak bergerak siaa
(both never 'move)
but couldnt get the badminton court at tp
soo back up plan was:
play Catching! =DDDDD
HAHAHAHAHAHA
yeahhh that was the backup plan!

asked irsyad, elfie and nisa along
all of us met at tp triangular park
ari came later
and we had a few rounds of badminton
i super excited caaaaan?!
super loong siaa since i last played
then they evil.
=.=
made me the Catcher
but i purposedly gave up
HAH. opps. then a few rounds of Catching
before we decided to play some friendlier games
after my second fall
HAHAHAH
yeahhh.
fell once while playing badminton
"sprained" my left ankle
and the other one,
missed my right footing into a drain,
right ankle hit the curb
before i landed on my right knee
=.=
yerp.
ok cut that.
and we had ghost stories before we finally went home
=D

kayy fine.
its not interesting.
pfft.

and i made up my mind.
no Kinabaluuuuuuuuuuu =((
soo i guess i can dye my hair right after
Spec course!
=DD

ohh, and supp papers too
=.= dang.

boohoo, much.

2009-03-13T21:02:00.002+08:00

omggggggggggggggggggggggg
jam legend is like SUPER sot noooooooow
im super saded caaaan?
garrh.

nononono.

canon rock super irritating or what?!

pfft.

tap tap tap strrrrrrrrrum

2009-03-11T12:59:00.002+08:00

im going to drown myself in
Jam Legend noow.
stupid gore nightmare.

and whyyyy
do i suddenly find myself
humming to Dangdut songs?
0.0
wtfuuuuuuck.

future bleaks.

2009-03-09T00:12:00.002+08:00

went to career/education fair at suntec
with family yesterday
picked up some brochures and booklets
that i was interested in
one of the first few i picked up?
Diploma in Pastry and Baking
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
NOT kidding, ok!

i loove cooking
but if like, in the business world
and stuff, its hard to succeed internationally
as in, we have the Halal issues, wine etc.
but bakiiing, you learnt all the desserts and stuff
and i tell you, just the idea of making
the ideal wedding cake was like supper thrilling laa!
hahahah

and it was some hourly show thingy
whereby different booths have different slots
to explain more about their courses and stuff
soo i went to see the Culinary it offered
and the chef was going to make
Vietnamese Banana Flower Salad
and he asked for a volunteer
so who did?
ME. =DDDD
HAHAHAHAHAH
excited siaaa!
he was like,
'who would like to be my volunteer?'
me:(smiling widely)(raising hand super high)
HAHAHAHAHAH
soo yeahh,
helped him do the dressing and get to taste too!
super cool chef, i'd say!

then was walking around
was stopped to do survey each time
then met mr abbas
he said my results werent good
and i might have to sit for supp
wasnt surprised to hear about it
told family and..

regretted.

to the MAX.
cos they were like,
you shouldnt waste your time..
blablabla..
better study harder..
blablabla..

and kak ina was like
asking me why im not doing well..
frankly, i dont know..
tp is just not my cup of tea
especially my course..
im an extrovert
by that, it means,
my surroundings play a huge part in me
and i wholly agree cos
it just sucks.
and she suggested some stuff
which really, i dont mind..
but all the money..
wasted siaa.
oh, whatever.

and the night before,
went out with 53rds
not full strength of course
but some of the "prominent" faces there
and there was Mark and Haiqal too
and next time if we wanna meet,
i'd suggest we meet at 1
so that we can come around 4
OHHKAAAAAY?
hahahhah

till then,
still.
57th or Kinabaluuuuu?

holidaaaaaay

2009-03-05T22:07:00.003+08:00

i super happy its holidaay!
=DDD
been like full-on for NCC stuff
went for cohesion night on friday night
after which we ton-ed
to have a late night supper
a late night movie
then just lepak at LOWER seletar
ehem. ahahaha (inside joke laaa)

booked in on sat morning
just in time to bathe and change for
East District freetyle drill comp
east view girls had a last min sub
for reserve and one cadet pms
i also pms. pissed siol.
performance not perfect of course
but heyy, they only started practising
on friday itself and the fact that
they were able to execute the whole
routine with not much cock up
was a great achievement to me.
and they almost made me cry laa after that!
pms issues again.
but the fact that they thought they let me down
was like, super touching caaan?
and its ok that we didnt get to the top5 girls..
theres always next year =DD

hassan then picked dada, hello kitty, annisa and me
for khalis's 20th birthday party
bought her some gifts
and i tell you, we were like kinda high siaa

from the lack of sleep
hahaha talking nonsense and all
was early for her party so
we helped out abit
izzat was like there super early
then we had a few bites before hassan sent us all home
washed up and i was dead till the next morning siaa
hahahah

booked in for campfeast
personally, i never favour campfeast cos
i dont have that kind of patience
ahahah i could be patient but it all
depends on the situation of course
got OC post HEEEEEE.
and boy, was i like, ever so thankful

that i didnt get the pc
but got to work with a handful of 56th
they are still not as crazy as the rest
of east but time will tell of course =DD
wakakaka.
and feel like an old bird seyyyyyy
there were lots of changes but we pulled through

so thats about it

and now,
waiting for spec course which is
in two weeks' time
i had a hard time siaa
choosing over ADC and spec course
cos i've always wanna be a part of ndp
and be an ensign for parades
but since this spec course is like,
the last camp for most of the old birds
i gotta choose spec course over adc
i know this is like, the last adc
with SM silva
but heyy, like SOMEBODY said,
"family comes first"
and i know i wont regret not going for adc
but i will regret if i DONT go for spec course
soo there,
till next time~

now, now..
the next question is..
Kinabalu or 57th?
hmmmmmm

dang.

2009-02-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

hahahah nuff said,
i gave up on looking through my mails.

GASP.

2009-02-10T01:29:00.003+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
chris brown arrested for
domestic violence
and alleged victim is rihanna?

noooooooooooo
come on yaw
chris brown himself said
he wanted to stop domestic violence
after witnessing his momma going
through it during his childhood

dang.
but its ok baby
im here for you
HAHAHAH

link

movies and dare

2009-02-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

I MADE TRIPLE CHOC BROWNIE
WITH KAK INA LAST NIGHT
=D
heeeee. but its not the recipe that
i wrote in the previous entry
we actually tried this new one
from a recipe book kak ina just bought
and its super FUDGYYYY
with a very nice crust
i like =D

and today i had no school
as lessons for today was done last week
so i went out with my SG friends
i actually watched two movies yaw
watched bride wars
at orchard cineleisure
with gay boy and fai
and i actually cried
ahahah but im not the only one kayy
gay boy cried too
hahah but it was hilarious!
after that we rushed to meet up with shikin
and zeela at dhoby cathay
but zeela was as always,
late, so we ended up waiting for
her over an hour
bought tickets to
Underworld 3 and had dinner at ljs
as we lepak, met faddy, his girl and his friend
he shaved the side of his head
was super shocked but chilled
hahah
our movie played at Hall 1
which is the Grand Cathay
and zeela was like, super jakon laa!
hahahah cos its like,
super grand, caaaaaan?

its much HUGE-er!
(note, not BIGGER)
it feels like you're in one of
Esplanade's audi but a lil smaller
theres a stage and curtains
which covered the super huge screen
in short: it looked like a total American kind of theater!
it was super WOW-ing!
reeeeeeeaaaaaally!
i tell you,
its the kind of scene whereby
in europe/states, they did the movie premiere
and the casts would come on stage and talk to the fans?
YEAHH,YEAHH,YEAHH!
that kind of cinema theater!

i nak watch movies in that cinema again
hahahahaha
and the sound system was soo much better
cos your seat actually vibrate a lil
awesoooooome.
ohh,and underworld super gruesome please.
blood spurting everywhere like fountain.
i almost died.
=.=

and im dared to ask this dude out
for a date on vday
how bout that?
hahaah i dont even talk to him laaa
but hey, i KNOW he'll say no
so no harm asking
=D

a penny for a thought

2009-02-06T00:18:00.004+08:00

greeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaat.
what a way to a 'great' weekend,
i got Sarah's BUG!
hahah not your fault sweety
but the bug is killing me siaaa

and i have to stay at least a metre
away from afnan =.=
riiiiiight.

and i dont know if its the bug
thats speaking or my Monthly moments speaking,
but i talked to sarah about some friendship stuff
and she shared my view but with her clique
of course laa

i think YOU've changed
and i dont like it
but im not the only one
the others seconded it
i dont think
a different environment
a different school
a different group
a different time schedule
is a good excuse at all
whatever happens to
the unwritten rule of
friends before boo?

well, perhaps its all forgotten huh?
im not saying so just cos im single
cos right now, being single has never felt so good
as i grow older, i dont see the need for a
significant other anymore
and when i was attached,
i gotta make sure that i made time
for you and that i see to
the freaking unwritten rule
but YOU,
its like you're gonna die without him
which i have to say,
is ********.
yerp, down right ********
dont use the 'close/best friends' shit no more
cos girl, you made that shit look dead
and YOU,'ve drifted too far
i must say

and dont say you're busy and stuff
cos look around
YOU arent the only one
i saw you have time for your other friends

i said before,
i'll put my foot down if
things go too haywire
but i feel like,
i cant care much anymore

and i'll say this:
its not me,
its YOU.

triple chocolate brownies

2009-02-05T00:24:00.002+08:00

Triple Chocolate Recipe

melt dark chocolate
into melted salted butter
4 eggs
sugar
flour
*stir stir stir*
add semi-sweet chocolate chips
white chocolate chips
pour over baking pan
bake
serve hot

heartpain heartpain

2009-02-05T00:14:00.002+08:00

just checked my tpmail
and got a mail regarding
a study trip to germany and france
*shoot me*

other than the 'excursions' to
Mercedes Benz Museum, Ritter Sport (Chocolate factory)
and Hochschule Esslingen University at Stuttgart,
the trip includes spending the
first few days in Disneyland Europe and Paris
*shoot me NOW*
not to forget seeing
such landmarks like
Eiffel Tower, Notre Dame and Champs Elysees
*shooooot me*
i super sad siaaaaaaa

but thennnnnn

The trip cost is estimated to be around S$3,000 (Air-fare, airport tax, all accommodation in hotels, some food and transportation, optional city tour in Paris could be arranged)

matihidopbalek
matihidopbalek
matihidopbalek
matihidopbalek

EX or what?

and last year's trip was to US and
they get to experience different
types of roller coaster rides
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh.

something* Nougat Cornflakes

2009-02-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

Recipe
small Mars Bars
Butter

*stir stir stir over heat*

add in cornflakes

transfer into muffin paper cups
refrigerate
and serve cold

tick tock tick tock

2009-01-29T12:02:00.002+08:00

cannot hurrah2 yet
theres still two more projects due next week
quizes.. i lost track of them..
0.0 couldnt remember what on which day
darn.
heck =D

and FOUR MORE WEEKS BEFORE THE END OF YEAR TWO
=DD
and heck the previous entry ayt
i just need a venue to let out things
and i realized that watchin movie in between projects
is actually not a bad idea
0.0
but, really!
it really did destress me
and somehow made me more functional and productive to
complete my tasks even though
it takes a hell lot longer of course
but hey!
if it helps, why not right?

and i realized its like,
one movie for each project
ahahah
so far, i watched
Speak
Initiation of Sarah
Whatever It Takes
A Walk To Remember

well, Kristen Stewart (Bella; Twilight)
starred in Speak and shes actually kinda
a good actress who carried out her character
well and thats the film that she met her current
beau, Michael somethingsomething
HAHAH
and if you noiced, the way she act
is how she really talks in real life
the little shrugging and shaking of her head and stuff

Initiation of Sarah had that TRL VJ who used to
be Miss Teen USA (and also dated Nick 98degree dude)
starring in the story
its a halloween movie so you might REEEEALLY
hate their background music
cos the suspense music had me jumping alot
=.= and the movie just prove how much i dont get
all the sorority thingy that college kids
are so eager about
hmm..

Whatever It Takes, i think all girls should watch
if you wanna see James Franco (Harry Osborn; Spiderman)
in a black G-string! HAHAHAHAHAHA
he had a hot bod yaw and his smile is
still a killer back then
HEEEEEEE. I LOIKE.

A Walk To Remember, most of you guys might have
probably heard of it much more than all the previous movies
mentioned above, and here,
Shane West is a hottie while a nerd
in the previous movie
and this movie is like super sad laaa
i wanted to cry
but i didnt. heh

sooo two more projects!
and two more movies!

and the song you guys hear
playing right now is from
Nutting but stringz
a duo who were a finalist at
America's Got Talent!
i never hear them play before actually
=.= but saw their clip when they were listed as the
second runner-up and
DANG. they are like darn good yaw!
i want their CD caaaaaan? =DD

a breakdown

2009-01-22T00:30:00.004+08:00

that was the last straw.
the limit of all limits.
the last wall of defense.
i seriously couldnt take it anymore..

when i read the letter,
my heart weighed heavily against my chest
never did i feel i have a lot on my shoulders
till just now.
it dampen my mood for the rest of the evening
for once,
i totally felt like an adult
with responsiblities that seem too huge for me

i didnt know what to do
i dont even know where i should begin
i had no plan

i felt suffocated
and thoughts that i shouldnt even think of
went through my mind as a "way out"
but i was opposing it with all the cons
i could think of
all the incomplete dreams if i chose the
pros over the cons
all the people i'd be leaving behind if i chose the
pros over the cons

i thought the letter was my last straw
but it wasnt.

it was my second last,
sort of.

i called kak ani
to inform her of the letter
she blamed me for it
but i had been telling her
that this could be the outcome
if we didnt react sooner
but she said its my fault still
cos i didnt do as told
but i dont even recall she telling me so

and so i thought hard
what could i do
what will be the worst outcome
if i were to ignore it?

and kak ya came home
giving me one of her 'infamous'
prep talk again
as usual, no point argueing
i just listened and
kept a 'stone' face

she asked for the letter
told her where it was
and she sound me so kayy fine
i went to get it
but it wasnt there
and she nag a little
and thats when i really lost it

i lost it.

i couldnt stop myself
before i realised that i was
screaming at her already
i felt as if everything implodes

i couldnt stop myself
i was consciously aware that i
was 'doing all that'
and curling into a ball
as my last wall of facade broke down

but i couldnt stop myself
i could only 'do that'
i dont think i have ever been through
anything soo.. emotional before.

afnan was afraid when he saw me like that
i would too if i saw how i was at that moment

mum was shouting at me to calm down
but i cant
as 'all that' became my venue to
let everything go.

to let go of everything that
i had bottled up in me

i know i looked pathetic
and like some psychomaniac
who just lost her mind
but i really couldnt take it anymore

for a moment,
i felt soo..
empty.

i staggered to my room and
locked the door
but i guess they thought
i would do something irrational
looking at the state i was just now
so they forced me to unlock
but left me in the room

again,
all those unthinkable thoughts
went through my mind again
and i broke down
cos i wont bare to leave all
those things behind

i prayed and i asked
for inner peace
cos right now,
that felt like so out of reach

i may look the same
but i dont feel the same
i havent really let go of everything

i could still feel the ache
cos everything felt like its
'too much'

i feel like im in a harsh game
whereby im at a losing end
and i cant quit the game
and it felt im sinking through
a quicksand

but that was,
by far,
the worst breakdown i ever had.

opps.

2009-01-13T13:36:00.002+08:00

ohhkk
i know i have been gone for uberrrrrr long
but busy with school yaw!
datelines are like super tight
but i'll update by weekend ayt!
=B

but no promises, though.
heh.

lovelove

awesome ehh rau. hahahah

2008-12-21T17:09:00.002+08:00

1st week of hols
well spent, i must say =B

went to hq with atiqah and syaza
for a 'meeting with MAJ Tan'
hahahaha but its actually a surprised
(belated) birthday bash for Syaza!
since the one we planned on her birthday
failed miserably

soo yeahh, we were late
cos i THINK syaza learnt from the
past 2 meet ups with me
that when i'm late,
i am late.
hahahaha but i was early on that day
and she was late
and so hassan asked us to meet up at central office

but when we reached,
hassan told us to wait outside the office
and i had to settle some stuff with fann howe

so after that we proceeded to theatrette
for the meeting. ehem2.
and we were like uber late
and as we walked towards the canteen,
annisa, nat, sham looked kinda pissed.
especially khalis, and she was like
'sounding' us for being late and stuff
and i was like answering back and stuff
after that, atiqah was like,
we have alot of apologising to do.
and syaza has that look again
that omg-im-so-scared look
hahahahah

syaza still doesnt have a clue
even though we saw chairs
that were strategically placed
for games that khalis and all planned
from the steps, we could see nat
lighting the candles on the cakes
that were placed on 2 chairs
syaza STILL doesnt have a clue
till she saw all of us were like
smiling sheepishly and khalis
shouted, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
hahahaha

we had fun laughing our arses off
i got chocolate smeared on my face
khalis had chocolate in her ear,
thanks to Annisa!
losers were sabo-ed badly after each game
but we still had fun =B
khalis had a water bomb smashed
on her front bottom thanks to
shamsuree! hahahaha
but we still had fun
and we then went to ang mo kio KFC
for dinner and khalis
is really like a MUM LAAAAAAAAAA
shes one of those very few people in
the world that you've GOTTA meet
cos at first you love her cos you hate her
for being so CUTE
but you gotta love her like crazy
cos shes SUPER cute!
hahahah

on Thursday,
celebrated Anisah's 18th birthday
with Sarah at Sakura
just like for sarah and my birthday
and quoted from nisa,
"For someone who has never eaten at Sakura before,
we ate here three times in this year alone!"
we then went to Parkway Parade to play pool
just like we did for Sarah and my birthay
hahahaha and anisah was like hungry
0.0 so we went to fish and co
she had a platter for one
ahahahah crazy siaaaaaa

on friday,
bought most of the stuff
for the BBQ
initially, i bought 10kg of
chickens for 40 people
but SOMEBODY said its not enough
and so i bought another 10kg the next day
marinated the chickens with
three different marinates yaw!
hahahaha

on saturday,
bought the rest of the stuff
for the BBQ
and am i glad to ask
raudah, malia, elfie, mira and fann howe
to help out and luckily
zul came down to help me carry
the stuff too cos i wouldn't know
how to manage otherwise so thanks guys! =B
ok. i didnt know our pit was beside the monsoon
drain but at least we had shaaaaaade =D
hahahaha and i realized our pit
conside with the latest batch of newly
passed out cadet officers,
pit 56E =)
soo yerp, we ad fun
im glad you guys enjoyed the pit
cos i have to say,
i was worried you guys wont like it
but thats not the case! yay.
hahahaha
and yes, next time 10kg of chicken
should be more than enough and
more marshmallows and DRIIIIIIIINKS
hahahaha
and tonned till 0350h before najib
gave SG farhan, mal, elfie and me a ride home

thank you soo much for the awesome week you guys!
=B
love you all many2

this is exactly why i love NCC =B

FOB

2008-12-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

GARRRRRRRRRRH!
FOB IS COMING BACK TO PERFORM ON 10th FEBRUARY 2009

and i cant go
T.T
boohoo.

sometimes i really feel i shouldnt quit my job
cos i was financially stable on my own
and i get to go for gigs and concerts and stuff!
but sometimes im soo glad i did cos i heard that
its getting more and more nonsensical
and what do you know,
my cousin is working there now =.=

ICEP Inbound

2008-12-11T23:51:00.029+08:00

ohhkayy.. now im like really gonna blog the events and stuff ayt..
dang. the previous post is all the stuff that i'm gonna miss now that they are no more here.. garrh. i darn sad laa.
on thursday night, picked the aussie up from the airport..
their flight was delayed =.= but luckily, there were
jack, jill and nafiz who accompanied me to study at BK
we then met up with Shima, Atiqah, Syaza and the SAF people
i had to hold this A4 paper that had the Australian flag and with
the heading, "ICEP Inbound 2008" =.= tell me, who can see from far?
but Shima started waving her arms at the Aussie girl and she was
like confident chop that they are the ICEP people and we were like,
you sure?
and she was like,
CONFIRMED.
hahaha and another blonde girl started waving at us too
and we just waved back excitedly. HEE.
but when they exited, they like walked in the opposite direction?
=.= and since i'm their LEO, i approached one of the girls and asked,
me: are you here for the ICEP Inbound thingy?
girl: what?
me: 0.0 uhh. uhhh. ncc stuff...
girl: ohh, you mean the cadet exchange?
me: YES! *phew*(paiseh siaa if wrong no)
then we had group photos and stuff

after that, the rest of the girls went home while the SAF people stayed back to pick up the US delegates. and i dragged nafiz along cos i shy laa (I WAS OK!) and since nafiz is a camp instructor, i let him do all the intro and stuff. hee. xD
on friday, i joined them after school with annisa. my Aussie went swimming and its only the Indian delegates that were in hq. we talked to some of them and i had to

settle the bunking issues after.
initially, my Aussie seemed like they keep to themselves alot. that i almost died laaaa
but on saturday, after we went to Singapore Discovery Centre and stuff,

oh, we had lots of jump shots pretending to reach those berets at the top xD

we had free and easy and it was right after dinner but the dudes were hungry 0.0 uhuhhh so syaza and i brought them to BK marina square since they really wanted to try the quad burger 0.0

and the contenders are:

Bruce Donaldson

Mitchell Stephen

Sebastian Lambert

Mitcham Cartwright

last but not least, Benjamin Wraight

but DANG. the first to finish was Mitchell, followed by Ben, Mitch was second runner up followed by Bruce. and Seb was the last one to chew it down cos 'it(the burger) was too dry'. thats what she said. HAHAH garrh. miss them. the girls and Ewan didnt have any burger cos like, DUHH we were still darn full from dinner yaw. then i brought them to esplanade and the mini merlion.

Oh, and if you realized, they did wear the BK crown even after we left BK and there was a gig at marina bay and Seb all did this crazy weird dance that i have to do crowd control for them 0.0 hahahaah and ewan almost pick a fight with punks. luckily nothing happened. phew.

and thats when we really did break the ice yaw! it all started with the dudes with the crazy in-your-face flashes eversince they arrived but somehow they decided to include me in this insane game yaw and of course, Shimmy gotta have her sweet revenge xD

mitch is sooo gonna kill me if he finds out i have been posting the above picture hahaha but i love you babe. and you're miles away so i shouldn't worry, right? 0.0 hahaah but of course they got unglam shots of me tooo B/

ok. showing you guys one is enough xD then syaza went home but she joined us the next day for Sentosa.

we had a ride on the cable car and since each ride is limited to six people, the dudes; mitch, bruce, seb and ewan asked syaza and i to tag along. aww. its our first ride on the cable car. i happy laaa =D and the dudes purposedly shook the whole thingy and syaza and i freaked out laa! i dont mind them shaking it but the fact that we were over water at that time (remember there was a time the cable snapped and people were lost in the water? yeahhh. THAT freaked me out)

and more unglam shots of course. we then had a ride on the sky tower and watched the 3D Pirate Show thingy.

Seb had an infection on one of his toes so check out what he wore

cute riiight?! hahahahaha but its a good thing i talked him into wearing thongs only. if noooot =.=

we were then given some free time to wander around before gathering back for lunch. thats when syaza and i realized that these dudes have a thing for Subway 0.0 like really, TOTALLY. but syaza and i hung out with SG razif, SG victor, annisa, ewan and ellen joined us shortly after at Saprino's Pizza.

we then joined the guys back at Subway and they decided to go for the Luge ride but instead of coming back to the meeting point, the guys just have to go to the beach and have some photo taking with some Aussies they met there =.= garrh. so syaza, SG razif and i were left behind as we waited for them like crazy. yerp, my first case of missing cadets. i tell you, i panicked siaa. and i was like going through 200++ photos taken at the Luge to see if they have gotten off the ride and it started to drizzle. syaza and i were like, 0.0 all the way.

FINALLY, we saw them on the ride and they were waving happily and i was like B/ thanks ehhh. and they were like,

Dude: Oh, we went to the beach and met some Aussies and took pictures with them

Me: What?! you went to the beach without telling me?!

Dude: oh? you wanted to go too?

Me: NOOOO. you were like supposed to be here half an hour ago! garrh.

but cant stay mad at them of course. hahah so we took the blue line and went to the bus station where the rest were having their lunch and the NZ joined us! they were like hyper even though they just landed hours ago. after lunch, we had free and easy time for 5 hours and i think MAJ Fisher told the dudes to stay with me ahaha and we were like waiting for the rest to join us but apparently the girls went off without telling us B/ so we went to pahlawan beach and Jack and Jill joined us not long after.

i didnt want to join them in the water since i didnt bring spare undergarments. opps. but i did eventually. hee xD

garrh. and i was bullied, i tell you! bullied!! they threw me into the water and they knew i have a phobia of deep water whereby i started to panic the moment my feet cant touch the ground and my head's not above water. but they just have to pull me back into deeeeeeeep water. especially mitch. GARRH. and they pushed and toppled me over my back. garrh. made me play beach soccer which i sooo sucked at. threw sand at me. and more pulling my legs underwater and dragging me to the middle and wanting to leave me there! 0.0 but of course i'll just grab anyone who's nearest and mitch helped me a couple of times HEE xD even though hes one of the culprit B/ hahah but they are darn cute, i must say. oh, and fortunately i found my tp shirt which i changed into. but of course with no new bra, i had the water mark on my shirt B/ but thats alright cos many other girls had the same thingy too xD

we then headed back to bus station and had our dinner before heading to watch Song of the Sea.

and we had a missing case: Missing officer. and i was like, shiat. cos the Aussie's ticket was with their officer but she was not there and we were like running around looking for her but luckily she came in time. phew. the show was a bit cocky at first but i love the effects and stuff especially the fireballs which we could really feel the heat even though we were far.

On Monday, they had adventure training in the morning while i had a test to do in school so i cabbed down and changed into No3 to bring the Aussie for their Embassy Visit and we had a phototaking before leaving. Got this cool coin-like thingy from the Embassy which only the MAJ and i got xD wee. hahaha and the bus driver dropped us off at queenstown mrt station for our free and easy for the rest of the day. and like, dang. cos i brought extra clothes to change but the Aussie didnt cos they dont mind walking around in their ceremonial dress 0.0 and i was like,

me: can i change then?

bruce: no. you're gonna hafta wear that. we hardly see you in uniform.

me: 0.0 opps. ok then.

we were like supposed to go bugis street together with the UK delegates but some of them went to the washroom so we separated as we went ahead first. brought them to an army shop at bugis and the guys shopped alot for badges and stuff 0.0 we then headed to Banquet at Raffles Hospital for lunch/dinner before going to bugis street. we realized how hard it is to stay as a group in Bugis Street (even though their head dresses are super outstanding), i let them wander on their own when we reached the 2nd floor and told them to be back there by 2030h.

and if you hadnt guess it, i'll tell you. Missing cadets: Case no3. hahah yeahh. the guys were there by 2030h but the ladies didnt turn up. we waited for a long while before moving to the 1st floor and breaking into pairs (mitch paired up with me =B) to look for them and we then moved to bugis mrt station to wait for them but by 2120h when we finally board a train, SG razif called to tell me the girls are back at hq. tell me i shouldnt scream.

The next day was COC rehearsal so i didnt get to join them for the city tour and a ride on the Sinagpore Flyer T.T but shankar and i joined them for Night Safari. and i didnt regret going cos its free and its totally not worth it if i were to pay. its that bad. i almost fell asleep on the trail ride B/

On Wednesday, i had COC rehearsal followed by the actual parade and the ICEP cadets witnessed our parade and they thought we were in pain when we kekanan pusing cos we 'were not smiling' haahah but atiqah said i smiled. thats what she said. ahahaha the aussie dudes went out after the parade for a while to get some clothes for ICEP dinner the next day while i went home to get some clothes and atiqah and i played dress up in the bunk after! yay =B

we went to the kayaking place and had a ride on this bumper looking boat and i had to ride with the Bruneians. no issues. but they are boys! garrh. i was quiet during the whole ride even though i have to admit, it was fun! we then went to this place that have all these warships and we went aboard and they told us stuff. and mitch and i had some sharing secret moments hahahah which i kinda regret telling =.= cos he kept disturbing me. garrh. reached back hq and we had an hour to dress up for dinner. we were transported to Park Hotel. at first we thought its some cheap hotel. opps. cos we never hear of it before! but its actually the one in Orchard which has Swensens =B

oh and to show how tired everyone was,
take a look at Mitch =B

SORRY MITCH! =B

and i took photos with my Aussie too! they all looked great laaa

all of us had to put up performance,
the Aussie did a game show
Brunei danced to a traditional song and displayed some martial art skills
Thailand showed their Muay Thai skills. hot stuff siaa
India put up a traditional dance. and darn smooth laa

UK put up like a skit and "promoted" their attraction spots

USA did the cupid shuffle. CUUUTE =B

NZ did the Haka Dance. another hot stuff. scary. but hot.

Hong Kong sang a chinese song

and of course, the LEOs are not spared too

and our item was a last minute thingy and we decided to sing with the Swiss Band

=B awesome shit. first time i sang as a back up yaw! hahaah

then we had some singing and partying (danced with mitch once =B GARRH.)

yeahhh.. glad everyone had fun but wished we had more dancing and parteeehhh yeahh! xD

my mat rep. hahahahaha =.=

went to Hort Park the next day. walked a lot. and Seb fell! hahaha it was hilarious! he wanted to catch the ball and swoop! he fell on his back. and i tell you, its soo not his day. many things happened which i cant remember. and we were supposed to continue our journey to the Alexandra Arch but seeing everyone was tired, we proceeded with lunch instead and dropping them off at Vivo for a quick free and easy session. and its SYAZA'S birthday!

we wanted to surprise her and all but it didnt work. =.= the Aussie wanted to watch Quarantine at Marina Square but Seb was underage but they went ahead with the plan still. At first he got away with it but he was caught when they checked for the second time. bummer. so he was pissed as we chilled at Starbucks. hahah he looked darn funny. and he was like really in need for a game of pool. but you have to be 16 and above so i used my ic instead to get us a table. and mann, hes good yaw. he was like whacking the balls darn hard. but hes a good mentor too =D he helped by giving me lots of tips. and for once, he was being nice! wee. the rest joined us after movie.

we let the guys took over the table while syaza and i went to play the drum and the guitar machine. and i even let her have a go at the Para-Para dance thingy! it was her first time yaw! ahahaha and we had fun laaa! Right, syaza? xD

catherine joined us at the Para-Para machine and she even punched me in the jaw once =.= hahah but thats ok. syaza and i wanted to get dinner for ourselves and we told her to meet there by 2130h. but she insisted on following us so were like, ayt. no problem. and the guys joined us too

we went down the escalator, heading towards BK when we found that Cath wasnt tagging along 0.0 so i went back up. didnt see her so i was like crossing my fingers, hoping she'll meet us by 2130h. got our dinner and another round at the guitar thingy. and it was 2130h

you should guess it by now.. uhuhh.. Missing Cadets: case no4. HAHAH i panicked like shiat laaaa. cos we waited for her till 2300h. we even made several announcements at Marina Square. garrh. kept calling atiqah to see if she saw Cath but her phone died not long after. Luckily i got hold of Shima who was cabbing and THANK GOODNESS, Cath was there at yck mrt station. sorry but i was cursing like shit i tell you. garrh. HAHAHA cos i dont know if i should be mad or relieved or whatever shit. but its ok. and i tell you, their officer is damn optimistic yaw. i'm like panicking. but she was like, i know she'll be fine. she knows her way back. 0.0 cooling siaa.

Saturday was a whole day of free and easy. i gave all the Aussie an ncc shirt, ranks and a personal note from me. we then had some trading (or what we would like to call some swishing party) whereby everyone was like trading stuff for a lil something2 =) i got US badges, US SSG rank, NZ badges, Ewan's crest, Mitch's cadets badge and his whole camo uniform, NZ ICEP shirt, USA air force colonel shirt, Bruce's camo vest, NZ golf ball set (cool ok!) and India's badge, i think. Dont know if i missed out any.oh well. they decided to go for a swim first before going out. Seb and mitchell decided to go to bugis street to buy more souvenirs. Mitch and bruce followed syaza and i to marina square, again. aahahha they had Subway, again. so syaza and i camwhored of course. ahahah and we had a couple games of pool and mitch was kinda high on redbull i think. hahah when i was playing against bruce, he gave me tips and stuff and even when i didnt get the ball in, he'll be like,

"NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICE"

and the rest of us will be like, 0.0 hahaha and laughing our arses off! its darn annoying but super hilarious at the same time xD and he kept saying, 'ohhh.. we gonna have rought sex tonight" 0.0 0.0 HAHAHA wtf! i know! but its hilarious siaa then we played bowling after that. and after every throw, yerp. you guessed it

"NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICE"

hahaha see kids? this is what redbull does to you. it made you super hyper. hahaha and after a game of bowling we were like supposed to make our way back to yck mrt station but the guys kept going into shops. garrh. hahah and of course we were late. Seb and mitchell were mad. hahah soo cute. ok then. we went back to base. syaza wasnt in a good mood and went home. so sorry babe =(

Its Sunday, the day most of the delegates were leaving. we went swimming again in the morning and i let them have their own admin time so they went out for lunch while i went back to base with atiqah. i was darn sad eversince i woke up that morning siaa. could feel things were a little quieter than usual. the hong kong were the first to leave. i wasnt really close to them but i cried when they left. garrh. and madi asked me to hug bruce and mitch for her which i gladly did of course. not long after, the aussie and thailand had to leave too. i cried again. garrh. its darn sad ok. and hassan cried too! and everyone went, aww and gave him a hug. and the NZ did their haka dance for us! its super wicked! i left with the aussie and i hugged everyone too. i thought i wasnt going to come back to send the rest off too so when i cried Arsha and Mar(NZ) were like, you coming back right?

and i was like,

noo *sobs*

and they wanted to cry too and they gave me a hug! garrh! i love them caaan?!

Mar! she damn cute laa caaan! i miss youu =(

Arsha! i love you laaaa and i miss you babe =(

Accompanied the Aussie to check in their luggage and went to MacD at terminal 2 for dinner after Syaza joined us. and its the closing ceremony of Missing cadets again =.= the girls went ahead and we had no idea where they went. so we waited outside the transit area before we realized they already went in 0.0 =.= yerp. hugged the rest who were still with me and when they were like at the counter, i dont know why but i broke down. couldnt help it. and mitch was like trying to capture photos =.= seb and bruce then went to the glass to pose with us as mitch took a photo. hahaah they are darn cute.

mr gorilla

I SOOO MISS THEEMMMMM.
syaza, sg victor and i were like zombies after that yaw. we joined the thailand delegates. took some photos before sending them off. we then joined the uk cadets before sending them off too. shima and atiqah cried as they bid goodbye and i cried too not cos of the UK delegates leaving but cos i thought of my Aussies again. garrh. we then went to tampines to catch a late night supper before shankar, adrian and i rushed back to hq. we made it at 2359h yaw. and the indian and nz delegates were hanging around chatting. hugged arsha and mar! i missed them xD

then i went to catch a couple of winks before waking up at 2am to send the USA delegates off.

ok fine, i admit. the reason i wanted to send the USA delegates was due to Robert and Matt. haahah i couldnt leave without saying goodbye yaw!

Robert Irsai (USA)

Matt Baker (USA)

after sending them off, catch a few more winks at the airport before catching the first few buses home. left home at 1800h to book in with syaza. chatted with the girls till 4am. fahmy was like role playing as a SWAT and it was hilarious cos he was at the carpark but he pretended to be hiding behind walls, dodging bullets, giving signals and stuff. and he ended playing shooting with the NZ dudes and the girls sabo-ed us yaw! with shampoo, detergent and stuff. hahaha
it was great then we had to send them off at the airport. i couldnt cry anymore.. cos finally it felt alright to 'let them go'. i sooo miss them cos hq seems so empty now. we had breakfast after, and it really sinks in.

New Zealand dude =B

that ICEP Inbound 2008 is finally, over.

ICEP Inbound

2008-12-08T12:46:00.004+08:00

Reality check.
No more waking up early.
No more sleeping late.
No more being their Mum
No more being a 'woman'
No more being called an 'Asian woman'
No more running up and down flights of stairs.
No more trying to "Speak fda English"
No more correcting my english
No more 'ezling'
No more hair sex, ear sex or whatever other body parts sex
No more missing cadets
No more waiting for missing cadets to show up
No more in-your-face-flashes
No more running and chasing around
No more unglam shots
No more perspiring like, after showers
No more poking and tetetetetetetet
No more BK Quad Burger Competition
No more BK Kings
No more accompanying them to Subway
No more going back to Yio Chu Kang
No more reaching back hq after 'curfew'
No more eyecandy working out at gym
No more playing pool or that soccer table thingy
No more hanging out with the dudes
No more "calon-calon" for CPL Muhammad
No more 'shwimming'
No more tanning
No more sunburn
No more yck swimming complex
No more 'That's what she said'
No more having to constantly explain why we take to Marina Bay
No more "SHIMAAAAAAA" or "NO-shima"
No more shush
No more "NIIIIIIIIIIIICE"
No more that white rugby headgear thingy
No more randomly grabbing my head
No more messing my hair
No more ruffling hairs
No more gossiping about them in Malay
No more wrestling
No more bear hugs
No more goofing around
No more teasing
No more crazy dancing
No more exchanging songs
No more "Womaniser"
No more Haka Dance
No more watching Arsha shuffling
No more thinking of where to bring them for free and easy
No more walking around in No3
No more ".. and stuff"
No more laughing my arse off
No more "I got dirt on my butt" or "I got chicken on my face"
No more imitating
No more dancing and jumping around
No more Mitch's butt on our faces
No more dressing up
No more brunei cadets
No more hong kong cadets
No more thailand cadets
No more uk cadets
No more us cadets
No more indian cadets
But most of all,
No more MAJ Fisher,
No more Ellen,
No more Catherine,
No more Bruce,
No more Sebastian,
No more Mithcell,
No more Mitch,
No more Benjamin,
No more Ewan.
And soon,
No more new zealand cadets.
='((

i'd knew it be hard to see them off but never did i expect the bond we built to be stronger than what i expected. Thank you sooo much for the wonderful experience =) and to the LEOs who made the whole ICEP Inbound Singapore happened:
Hassan (HASSAN, HASSAN, HASSSAN..)
Syaza
Atiqah
Nurashima
Shankar (Shank-ar/ Skanker)
Annisa
Natasha
Syamsuri
Adrian
Yit Seng

garrh. how i wish all the countries are like, still on one piece of land and we could have reunions and stuff..

YAAAAAAAAY

2008-11-25T15:06:00.003+08:00

like,
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

like,
FINALLY.

i get to donate blood
heheeee!

and it was rather impromptu of sarah and i
to just like divert to library the moment we saw the blood donation drive signs
when she was like supposed to go to class and
i was supposed to go home

i wasnt as enthu as last year
for fear of IN-YOUR-FACE rejection.
but PHEW, i cleared all the way through
heee!
i tell you, it paid for the effort of hitting my arms
a couple of time to let the veins "popped up" xD

and oh so super sorry for the non updates yaw
been busy stressing
been busy studying
been busy hanging out
been busy ncc-ing
been busy helping out
been busy pms-ing
been busy jackNjilling
been busy travelling around Singapore

sooo yerp
and my home's wireless is down to unknown reasons
and MALIAAAAAA, i'll do that thingy some other time ayt
and FANG XIANG, i know this is like super late,
BUT HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!

and so many things coming up yaw..
quizes
term test
COC
inbound icep
and im in charge of the Aussie delegates yaw
so malia, wanna pick them up with me tak?
hahaha

not funny.

2008-11-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
lets be superheros
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
go to the highest floor
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
stand on the parapet
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
let your back face the world
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
and close your eyes and fall back
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
feel the wind rushing past you
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
before you feel the fucking huge impact
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
you're breathing damn heavily.
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
you cant move
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
and youre feeling pain all over your body
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
and the next thing you know
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
you cant breathe.
*..::~''{SHIMmy}"~::.._*stressing, much?*_..::~"{JABBAWOCKEEZ}"~::..* says:
and youre fucking dead.

garrh.
sorry. in later stage of stress already

hotel 626

2008-11-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

http://hotel626.com

go play go!
to me,
its a psychotic but a super addictive game
so that means
YOU will like it!
hahahah

but you can only play from 6pm to 6am
(to create that scary mood i guess)
DARLING, YOU SHOULD PLAY OK!
dont close your eyes hor xD

and the sound effect
woooo! haahahah
have fun people,
have fun =D

Rockhampton.

2008-10-30T19:43:00.002+08:00

ok believe it or not.
for a moment i thought i was sick of flights siaa
hahaha
after outbound flight to brisbane
we changed to a domestic flight to rockhampton
upon arrival, we stood at the belt thingy to collect our luggages
but you know what,
our luggages were transported to another flight by mistake
=.= grr.

so when we arrived at the campsite,
i tell you we looked like a super eyesore siaa
cos everyone else is in no4 and
ohoh! we met two generals in one day!
how cool is that yaw!
i mean, there's at least twenty generals
and i get to meet two of them yaw xD
cooool. and and
we got to ride the Super Puma xD
hahah see the reason why i
thought for a moment i was sick of flight?
for a moment only
but daaang.
can i say i lovelovelove the view?
and opps. people started to fall asleep
one by one when we were riding the helicopter
cos of the weather and stuff
but i woke up just in time to see the personnel
beside me grinning as he spoke into his headset
and the next thing i knew,
the helicopter dived to the right before
diving to the left
before diving back to the right again
awesome kaaaan!
hahahah
and i saw many kangarooooooooos
like a whole field of them
but its the same species as we have in our Zoo
so mal and ant,
sorry ehhh..
your kangaroo can get at the zoo
hahaha
and my free fifteen minutes of using the internet is almost up
LOVE YOU ALL. SEE YOU SOOOON
xD

here i gooooo

2008-10-29T16:50:00.002+08:00

dakdukdakdukdakdukdakduk
myheartisbeatingdamnfast
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
flipflopflopflipflopflip
butterfliesgoingcrazyyaw
cantbelievethatthisisit!

BETTER miss me ar!
ahahahah
garrh. flight is in a couple hours' time
feeling excited already.
darn. im supposed to feel excited like,
later later seyy

ohh well
i know you guys are hurray-ing after i leave
=.=
garrh. hahaahah
but no matter,
I LOVE YOU ALL
enjoy this moment while it last ehhh
hahaha

for you.

2008-10-28T23:33:00.002+08:00

For You..
a "new" You..
that "Special" You..

i dont know if i did the right thing
by starting that convo with you
about how things changed
maybe cos you really did feel
like you're "out" from the group
but how can you be when you are part of it?

i think its time
you rethink your priorities

but on a lighter nooooote,
i got FREE PIZZA
and many2 bbq chicken wings
ahahaha
initially i didnt want to take up the offer,
cos not that hungry mahh..
but mum didnt cook and both her and
kak ya wanted so yeahhh..
ahahah but i didnt realized we were that hungry siaa
we finished up the whole damn thing
heee.
THANKS EHHHHHH xD

bugger.

2008-10-28T20:07:00.002+08:00

i would say today would have been a perfectly
normal day but it didnt turned out so cos
i witnessed my first ever;
Angry Kid in Class.

it was this nerdy dude in my last lesson for the day
the tutor randomly chose their table
for each one of them to answer a question
and this dude was the last one standing as he couldnt
answer any of the questions given
at first, he seems to be in deep thought
and have that nerdy look laaa
then his friend finally helped him answer
and the tutor told him to sit down
but thenn..
(Picture in your mind what i'm saying next)

he started to look damn angry..
and he had this heavy breathing thingy going on..
(heave ho heave ho heave ho)
and he started to have this really low growl..
(grrr.... grrr.... )
and he started to crush his book..

at my table, there was me and this two other
dudes who came from a different class/course
so we dont really know how to react
I WAS DAMN SCARED LAAA.
but one of the dude was chuckling and even
had the time to make lil jokes
why he grew mad =.=
hahaha but i have to admit
it was funny 0.0
opps.

but the rest of the class seemed
immune to his alarming behaviour
but i tell you,
even the tutor was scared.
she tried to continue the lesson
as usual but she made an excuse after a
while and it turned out that she called
the school counsellor who came not long
after and the lady tried to talk to the dude
who was still standing.

we couldnt help but stole glances to look at them
(his group's table was at the back of the class)
and something unexpected happened..

HE CRIED! 0.0

i'm not kidding!
he did!
and the lady finally made him sat and
asked his friend to move a few seats away
and its quite a drama actually
cos his CP came and all
and i know there were many calls made

but halfway through the drama
i was like,
THANK GOD we are in singapore instead.
cos if we were like in US or something,
whereby guns are allowed under the
Second Commandment,
i tell you, i wouldnt be here
cos i might be dead in a massacre.
I'M NOT KIDDING.
i mean, really
if he had a gun,
i think he would have gone on a shooting spree siaa
eek. hibbie jibbies siaa.

Recaps.

2008-10-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

Last day of the first week ended on a VERY weird note for me
HAHAHAHAHA
you wanna know why?
cos i kena stalked laa siaaaa.
why is it funny?
1.cos he is a nerd. 8
2.cos it was the same dude who asked for my no last year
3.cos he asked me at the same stretch of blk like last year
4.cos HES OLD LAAAAA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
i seriously wanted to laugh siaa but then people will
think that I'm the crazy one instead =______=
but this time round hes more persistent yaw.
cos last year he gave up after i ignored him
but this year he followed me all the way to my bustop and
he stood freakishly near
i pretended not to see him and took a step forward
and he did the same thing 0.0
HAHAHAHA i know i was supposed to be scared
but looking at how outdated he dressed
just made the whole thing funny laaa
ok nvm that.
but i skipped Friday's lesson too
and only come for a group meeting
then met up with rau, mal, elfie, fx and nafiz for
HSM3
WOOOOO.
i LOVE laaaaaaaaaa xD
but what i don't love were:
- a cinema full of little kids and immatured teenagers
- that BLOODY girl who kept playing with the laser pointer
GARRH. i was damn tempted to throw my slippers at her siaa
and i tell you the audience didnt like the fact she spoiling the good show too
and there was one time that i was too damn pissed that i just shouted at her.
and mind you,
i was at centre back while she's at the front side.
but i was glad it worked siaa
she stopped playing with her bloody pointer.
but the guys looked so buff now 0.0
and they cut some scenes but i can have that Last Waltz?
hahahaha

and today had an openhouse at my sis' house
was supposed to invite lots of people but
only 2 came
HAHAHAHAH
but its ok yaw.
theres still good food and great company

i wanna watch Oh Baby!(indon movie)
watching it on Monday with jack and jill
and we totally forgot that its Deepavali laaa
hahahaha we were like arguing how the timing
didnt match our timetables
when i realized its a public holiday
xD Heeeeee

Have a uber LOOOOONG weekend guys!

we won challenge quest!

2008-10-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

i didnt expect but we did..

we didnt hope but we did..

but YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!

WE FUCKING WON YAW!

i didnt expect us to win

just told everyone,

Compete and Complete the Race. that's good enough.
cos people didnt seem as motivated
cos people werent as hopeful
and i almost didnt come down for CQ

but i'm suuuuuuper glad that i skipped school siaa!

HAHAHAHAHA WOOOOO.

so i'll now let the photos do the talking ayt!

lalalala xD

EAST! with TK boys- Overall Best Boys Unit

Zac =D who was SG Chua for the race

CHAMPIIIIIION xD

Tok Kebon (Farmer Man)

ZAZ =D

Yong Ming laa =D

Tat Som Bong =D

Fann Howe =D

SG Chua

EAST

Ah Wei xD so cuuute!

1st day of school.. again.

2008-10-20T22:53:00.001+08:00

tutor super evil!
there i was early and somehow eager for the 1st lesson to start
and suddenly a whole group of mats came into the corridor and stood at one end of the classroom i tell you, my heart was pounding.
i have issues when theres too many mats.
i dont like. =$
but phew,
their tutor came and apparently
their class is next to mine

and there we wait
and i met 2 of my coursemates who are in the same class
and then we wait and
APPARENTLY TUTOR PANGSEH-ED US.

pfft. and so its almost as good as skipping the first day of school cos after the supposedly 2 hour lesson was a 3h break followed by 4h of lectures.

lucikly met wee tao at the library and we went to the 7th floor and just get a random book

plan was to sleep but we ended up reading instead hahaha

but on a lighter note,
thanks to Jack's idea,
we had a Welcome Back to School gift! xD
and its super funn caaaaaan
and cos i finished lesson early,
i bought a highlighter-marker for them xD
and jack bought a similar pencil for all of us
and a red card with a small wooden peg which is super cute laa!
and malia bought a file for both jack and myself
and an eraser for me and a pen for rau xD
funn laaaaaa

mine xD

jack's =D

jill's =D

but since neither jack nor me got a file for jill,

she decided to use ours as her background xD

hahaha but its super funn laa! let's do it again next year =x haahah

i'm alive.

2008-10-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

I'M ALIIIIIIIIVE.
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM!
xD

wow. you have NO idea
how i felt this past week without lappy yaw.
i feel so restricted, you know
like the kind you in the jacket where you hands are tied back and you try to break free, the one you usually find in mental instituitions?
hahahaha yeaaaaaaaahhh

and now its like
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

so many things happened yaw
uhhhhhh. cant really remember actually
but i randomly turned some of my A3 papers to gigantic monthly planner!
its super colourful and messy but its just the way i like it xD
will show you some days ayt xD
thennnnn we had the surprise dinner for elfie and rau too
and i am so not prepared for Wallaby yaw!
but miss me when im gone kayy
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
and cos of wallaby,
i'll miss big walk =((
jack and jill, carry a banner laaaaaaaa kayy
"Walk for Shima"
i tell you, the press would want to know more yaw!
but dont make me sound dead kayy B/

lalalalalalalaaaaaaa

i miss you, mr lappy!

PHEW!

and best part?

I CAN SAVE PICTURES AGAAAAAIN

100 questions

2008-10-11T00:33:00.003+08:00

thanks to my darling Tat Som Bong, i gotta do this.
hahaha but nvm, its not all the time anyway..

(a) People who got tagged must write the answer on their blog.
(b) Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
The person must say who they tagged by and cannot tag on the tag person whom they were tagged by.
(c) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1) Jack
2) Jill
3) Mira
4) Shol
5) anyone xD

01 . What have you been doing recently ?
hang out alot with jack and jill xD
02 . Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
nope, unless my music player goes crazy or when i wanna go hq
03 . What happened at 10.00am today ?
fell asleep while taking care of Afnan
04 . When did you last cry ?
a while back thinking of the second YOU mentioned in one of the previous post
05 . Believe in fate / destiny ?
yerp. but it all depends on our decision-making too
06 . What do you want in your life right now ?
to be carefree
07 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains , or just put up your hood ?
used to be all hood but now its umbrella-ella-ella-ay-ay.
08 . What's your favourite thing to have on your bed ?
my pillow?
09 . What bottom are you wearing now ?
refering to my pants or my undiiiiiiiiiiiies? *cheeky grin*
10 . What's the nicest text in your inbox say ?
crazy random texts from jack and jill.
11 . Do you tend to make a relationship complicated ?
whatever for? but usually turns out that way =/ isnt that the reason why we have ex-es?
12 . Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ?
haven't wear it yet but i have nisa's skirt with me xD
13 . What was the last movie you caught ?
My Bestfriend's Girl
14 . What are you proud of ?
right now? achieved nothing recently sooo.. nothing.
15 . What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Sender: Malia; 21 08 09
Someone special
who could it be?
This job is too tough for you and me..
it sounds like a job for
a higglytown hero!
a higglytown hero! :)
yerp. thats the kind of msg i get from them
16 . What was the last song you sang out loud ?
Lady Marmalade
17 . Do you have any nicknames ?
Shimmy
18 . What does your last received text message say ?
msg by Tat Som Bong
19 . What time did you go to bed last night ?
4am
20 . Are you currently happy ?
can say so laa
21 . Who gives you best advice ?
nisa? hahah
22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
yerp! the first ~~and the last~~ time i did that was this year's SSC during one of our late nights talking sessions
23 . Who did you talk on phone last night ?
Farhan bodybuilder. 0.0 random youuuu
24 . Is anything bugging you right now ?
nope
25 . What / who was the last thing / person to make you laugh ?
just now when i was out with jack, jill and nafiz
26 . Do you wear toe socks ?
used to have! i liiiike, can wriggle my toes xD
27 . Who was the last person you missed a call from ?
Mira; SORRY! was in the cinema
28 . Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
like, duhh? but i got over it
29 . What annoys you most in a person ?
when they dont fit in but tried to
30 . Do you have a crush on anyone ?
i THINK so
31 . Have you ever hone a cocaine ?
what do you mean, hone a cocaine?
32 . What is the colour of your room ?
white. even if i repaint it, it'll still be white. dad's rule B/
33 . Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar ?
if i can get away with it =D
34 . Do you believe in the saying of : Talk is cheap ?
yerp. unless you are paid to talk
35 . Who was the last person to lie in your bed ?
afnan, i think
36 . Who was the last person to hug you ?
jill when she left earlier
37 . Did anyone see that last person you kissed ?
i dont know. it was dark. o00o. HAHAHAHAHAHAH
38 . Do you have a life ?
i wont be here if i dont.
39 . Have you ever think someone died , when they really didnt die ?
many times.. many times..
40 . What is the reason behind your proflie song ?
the jap student exchange programme
41 . Who was the last person you saw in your dream ?
this one dude whom i know in my dream, but cant remember him now..
42 . Last time you smiled ?
just now.
43 . Have you changed this year ?
i think soo
44 . What are you listening right now ?
Friends ost.
45 . Are you talking to someone when you doing this ?
chatting? yeahh
46 . Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?
open, of course but i can stand with my eyes closed xD
47 . Is there a quote you live by ?
Honesty is the best policy
48 . Do you want someone you cannot have ?
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. *sigh
49 . Have you ever played an instrument ?
in sec school? many, youuuu.
50 . What was the worst idea you've had this week ?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. my answers for Wallaby's interview
51 . What are you doing last night at 11pm ?
watching LA ink
52 . Are you happy with your love life right now ?
im single yaw.
53 . What song best describe you love life ?
Love Lockdown by Kanye West.
54 . Does the person know that you like him / her ?
i doont knoooow. =/
55 . Who always make you laugh ?
My friends and family
56 . Do you speak other language other then English ?
Malay, ~~and very the lil bit of~~ java
57 . Favourite website(S) ?
blogger, hotmail, friendster and youtube
58 . What's your middle name ?
BINTE. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH xD
59 . What are you doing tomorrow ?
have to stay home to accompany Mum
60 . What do you think you are like ?
I'm like a bird *somehtingsomething
61 . Who will you choose to die with ?
you. MUAHAHAHAHAHAH
62 . Where have you been today ?
i've been to Orchard Cineleisure, HMV and Suntec today.
63 . What game do you play often ?
what kind are we talking here *cheeky grin
64 . Who are you missing right now ?
someooone
65 . If you have to choose between friend and Love , who will you choose ?
friends. sorry, Love. but yeahh, friends come first.
66 . What are you doing right now ?
chatting laaaa
67 . Which primary school are you from ?
Bedok Town and Telok Kurau
68 . Name 3 colours that you like .
uhhhhh. pink, blue, green
69 . What emotion you like to show ?
xD
70 . What is your life to you ?
my life is like the song Unwritten-Natasha Beddingfield
71 . If you have something troubling you , what will you do ?
keep it to myself and just go "................"
72 . Who did you last chat in msn today ?
Mark
73 . Who do you admire most ?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. noone
74 . Which month are you born in ?
may
75 . How are you feeling right now ?
stoning yaw
76 . What is the time now ?
1.47am
77 . What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is ?
cute laaa..
78 . What colour did you use to dye hair ?
Golden Medium Brown
79 . Why are you doing this test ?
for the fun, joy, laughter.
80 . What do you do when you're moody ?
i'll give that B/ look
81 . At which age you wish to get married ?
25 pleeeeeeease.
82 . Who is most important to you ?
my mother. whos next, my mother
83 . If today is the last day of your life , what will you do ?
donate whatever i have. get hitched and get BANGING. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
84 . Who is the person you trust the most ?
Anisah Ahmad
85 . Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain ?
its a fact (i think) its just whether you see it or not.
86 . If you have a dream come true , what would it be ?
hahaha that one laaaaaaaaaaaaa
87 . What is your goal for this year ?
i want to go THUNDER WARRIOORRRRRRRRRRRRRR
88 . Do you believe in eternity love ?
yerp and i want mine published, make into a movie, and have lots of remakes
89 . What feeling do you love most ?
falling in love
90 . Do you really think its Global Warming now ?
like, hasnt it been? i'm like, so hot the ice caps melt.
91 . What feeling do you hate most ?
backstabbing issues.
92 . Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
of course unless i hate you.
93 . Do you believe in God ?
that was what i was brought up to believe.
94 . Who cares for you most ?
my loved ones?
95 . What do you think is the most important in your life ?
that precious moments spent with mummy
96 . What will you bring when you fight ?
taser gun and The Evaporator(CSI:Miami)
97 . What have you done regretted doing in your whole life ?
that thing. i swear i wont do it again.
98 . What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you ?
self-reflect
99 . What if your boyfriend / girlfriend two-timed you ?
find out if its really true, then he'll die.
100 . How do you feel now ?
dum dum di di dum dum di di.

2008-10-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

throat hurts like maaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
my voice is getting softer and softer
cos its getting harder and harder to talk
and not to mention how much it pains to talk or swallow

and i dont know if i want to go for the interview tomorrow
no friend to go with T.T
see how laaaaaaaa
and like, might be meeting the girls for dinner.
dont know if i want to go not

see hows my fucking mood tomorrow

~~feel like an angry kid right now.~~

ahh, FUCK IT ALL.

i too sad.

2008-10-07T00:54:00.003+08:00

heard too many sad news tonight
that i'm feeling somewhat depressed now.

to YOU,
so SORRRRRRRRRRRRY!
that was seriously not my intention
it was my fault though,
cos i didnt really typed out what i mean
but please,
come back ayt =/

to (another) YOU,
i am super duper sad about what you told me
seriously really hope that that wouldnt happen
i would seriously hate that
really.

regardin THAT matter,
i dont know whether i should be happy or not
if its a good thing or not
but i'll try to do whatever i can

to (another another) YOU,
i'm so sorry i broke it
but i dont have that amount of cash to pay for it
i'm sorry YOU

but worst of all,
an insect
FLEW right up my nose
when i was walking to the interchange just now!
darn mad about that one
garrh.

ridiculous or what

2008-10-06T01:33:00.003+08:00

On a lighter (much much MUCH lighter) note,
heard a ridiculously funny story last week

so i was thinkiiiiiing,
want to go to OB Amsterdam?
it'll be like around,
i dont know end of year?

and main activity;

i dont know, visit to

Red Light District?

and no worries,
we'll have that guy's signature
to prove that it is an NCC trip

HAHAHAHAH
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

now, now,
who would have thought of that?
oh, YOUUU did! xD
how thoughtful!

eff off.

2008-10-06T00:44:00.003+08:00

damn *YOU.

so much for calling and saying YOU and them are going to come around noon.
knowing what glutton-s you are, *SHE cooked alot.
but thanks alot for the No-Show.

we were like supposed to go out for our Hari Raya outing but we didnt eventually cos you havent arrived
but how nice of you to tell us FINALLY that you're not coming at late evening.

THANKS! thanks alot!

Remind me again,
why i NEVER like *YOU?

1st day of Raya

2008-10-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

this year felt different than previous years.
don't know why but we kept thinking of late grandmum
it wasnt that usual high spirit-ed atmosphere
whereby everyone looks forward to gatherings and stuff

today we went out later than usual
but the moment we reached my eldest uncle's house,
thats when all the chaos started!
of course, my sisters are always the SUPER LOUD
so yeahh, we made quite an entrance xD
and me being the usual klutz,
no matter how much i tried to keep my outfit away from any mess
somehow i ended up spilling the gravy on myself B/
but family sure know how to hype things up
and i tell you,
dont know how many times i watched the
praying part of
Kecoh Kecoh Raya
but its freaking funny laaaaa!
well, to me at least xD))
HEEEEEEEEEEE. and i laughed again and again
and we occupied 3 cars this time round.
usually its my uncle who's driving whose car can fit 8-9 people
and the rest will just take taxis
but cos 2 of his sons could drive,
we got 3 different rides yaw
and its freaking chaotiiiiiiic!
it was like an amazing race thingy!
we were like "racing" to see who reached the next destination first and at one point my uncle wind down his window and was chatting with my sister in the other car and i tell you from my ride, which was like two cars behind, it looks like some road rage yaw! ahahahah
and my ride was like blasting Ria and we were singing and making videos of our own
0.0 so fuuuuuuuun!

andand,
my ~~runaway stray cat we thought shes already dead~~ cat
came back 0.0
and she look sicker than ever
none of us dare to touch her cos she really look like shes in bad shape
and we dont allow her to come in anymore especially cos theres Afnan now
and Squirrel doesnt come up as often eversince Hitam(Black) came back ~~from the dead.~~

but shes a nice kitty.
so sorry Hitam..

EID MUBARAK

2008-10-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

Forgive me if I have hurt your feelings in anyway,
Forgive me for my wrongdoings,
Forgive me if you were at any point of time not happy with me,
the bottom line is,
JUST FORGIVE AND FORGET LAAAA!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS

and

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO THE NONs

and a shoutout to:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELFIE

and

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE TAKING Ns and Os

xD

and my time for "collection" is running out yaw.

i dread to think that one day there'll be

no more come in, but come out instead

springcleaning madness

2008-09-29T06:08:00.004+08:00

springcleaning has never been this crazy before!
~~we, well more like~~ i am throwing out
everything and anything in the house

cant help it arr,
the moment i set my mind to keep whatever i want to keep,
i'll throw the rest out
which reminds me,
i need to find my certs yaw!
i lost it all after apel1 =.=
daaang. and kak ya wants to put in her sofa bed in our room lagii
which means ALOT of things have got to go
no such thing as sentimental valued stuff anymore

pangseh-ed the jap dudes yesterday
opps. so sorry yaw
didnt sleep cos spent the whole night baking tidbits with kak ina
have i ever tell you i lovelovelove baking?
well now you know xD
and i wont be joining them for the rest of their event too
eek. so sorry jap dude whos under my care =(
another thing that stopped me from going is the atmosphere too
its different, it just is.
i dont know which part of it is fun
and they wanted to start the day with dragonboating
=.= i'll be dead yaw.
plus, theres ALOOOOT of things that i need to settle
by tuseday and theres not much time left

and kak ya BETTER buy me a pair of shoes
opps. xD yaa yaaa
theres a golden ticket to being the youngest yaw

Dear acting CM,
pleeeeeease be in school today/tomorrow.

Small Talks

2008-09-27T15:06:00.002+08:00

Convo of the Day
"Sis 1: Maybe I should go for breast enhancement
Me: NOO. you need a breast REDUCTION. the one that needs an enhancement will be me"

"Sis 2: if she were to get an enhancement, (Name) will be lost in it."

"(Topic: Price of raya outfit)
Me: Maaa, i want the 85 ok
Mum: ok, after i get mine ok
Me: how much's yours?
Mum: two six
Me: 26?!
Mum: *cheeky grin* see? its cheaper than yours!
Me: two six.. two six.. 0.0 TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS AND 60 CENTS?
Mum: shhhhhh.
Me: $200.60?! MAA! eh wait no, TWO HUNDRED AND SIXTY DOLLARS?!
Mum: SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH."

Overheard
"Sis 1: (Sis 2) pay for me ok! (pointing to slimming ad)
Sis 2: rather than paying for you, i'd rather pay for myself"

youtube-ing.

2008-09-27T14:46:00.004+08:00

was video hopping when i decided to check out
53rd CLT poc videos and ncc day parade 2007.
there were many videos for the ncc day but how come no one video the
Flying Fox?
saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. but fond memories yaw, fond memories.
yerp.
and somehow after my batch graduated from pasir ris,
there were many video productions regarding smoking, bully etc
so obvious its the work of counsellors and stuff
but it was shot at the Bedok holding school
damn. i miss that place laa
especially our NCC girls room cos we totally put in
effort to paint the room with funky colours
bought pillows and mats
get my sis' friend to graff our names
then jill and i didnt really like the colour comby
and we gave a shot at graff-ing!
and thats where we take a nap
eat during Ramadhan (the room's in the canteen itself!)
bonding sessions
~~raping sessions~~
it was practically our 2nd home
i miss it all laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

and i think my wall mirror is still there..
hmm.

Remioromen - Sangatsu Kokonoka

2008-09-27T14:46:00.000+08:00

Romaji Lyrics
Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
Futohi nagasa wo kanjimasu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
Watashi to anata de yume wo egaku

Sangatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
Sakura no tsubomi was haru he to tsudzukimasu

Afuredasu hikari no tsubu ga
Sukoshizutsu asa wo atatamemasu
Ookina akubi wo shita ato ni
Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de

Arata na sekai no iruguchi ni tachi
Kidzuita koto wa hitori ja nai tte koto

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hobo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anatani totte watashi mo sou de aritai

Sunabokori hakobu tsumuji kaze
Sentaku mono ni karamarimasu ga
Hirumae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nan daka kirei de mitoremashita

Umaku wa ikanu koto ma are korede
Ten wo aoegeba sore sae chiisakute

Aoi sora wa rinto sunde
Hitsuji kumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hanasaku wo matsu yorokobi wo
Wakachiaeru no de areba sore wa shiawase

Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoende

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hobo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anatani totte watashi mo sou de aritai
-------------------------------------------
English Translation
In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away

With my feelings on March's wind,
the sakura buds continue on through spring.

Rays of an overflowing light,
little by little, warm up the morning.
After giving a large yawn,
I'm a little shy being by your side.

Standing at a new world's entrance,
I now notice that I'm not alone.

If I close my eyes, you are there.
Under my eyelids you live.
How strong it could become
as for you and me, I want to be together.

The dust carried by a whirlwind,
entwines with the laundry to be done,
just before noon the white moon in the sky
I was somehow fascinated by how preety it was.

Although there are times when I couldn't do it right,
but if I look up at the sky, even they seem small.

The blue sky is sharply clear
the sheeplike clouds quietly sway.
If I can share with you the joy
Of waiting for the flowers to bloom, I'll be happy.

From now on, I want you to be quietly smiling beside me

If I close my eyes, you are there.
Under my eyelids you live.
How strong it could become
as for you and me, I want to be together.

old times, good old times..

2008-09-27T03:43:00.000+08:00

was video hopping on youtube
and decided to look up ncc videos..
sooooo niiiice to see my 53rd poc videos even though it was just the march in
=.= opps.
and looked up the 2007 ncc parade too
many videos on the suporting contigent and march pass all
but how come
no Flying Fox video?
=.=

recap.

2008-09-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

its beeeeeeeen a looooooong while since i last updated huh
been iftaring with dudes and dudettes for consecutive days
caught two movies: Mirrors and Mamma Mia!

Mirrors super NOT recommended! its not scary but its gore and psychotic.
i dont like. opps.
it makes sense but at the same time its uber senseless!
not my kind of movie yaw. hahahah but company was great so its kinda worthwhile hahaha

Mamma Mia is a must watch chick flick yaw! hahhahah you can't help but to sing and dance along especially since there's the lyrics written above the chinese subs!
i mean like, COME ON. its ABBA yaw!
even though Amanda Seyfried (Sophie Sheridan)'s acting seem somehow exaggerated its the exaggeration itself that made her so likeable and her fiance's hot bod is like
WOOOOOOO *all the ladies fainting one by one*
and the part that the guys were all dancing,
that's like AAAAAAAHHHHHH! hahahaha
rau and i kept hitting each other xD can't help it yaw but its a total turn on
and can i like, move to the island?
i mean, its such a gorgeous place yaw! plus its like steps and slopes everywhere which means a total workout and tight ass!
even though its super awkward to see 3 aged ladies acting young, its kinda cute and funny especially when Donna Sheridan (Meryl Streep) did a split mid air as they sang Dancing Queen.

Mamma Mia here i go again
my, my, how can i resist you?

ew. ew. ew. ew. ew. ew.

2008-09-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

EW. EW. EW. EW. EW. EW.

was bloghopping when i decided to view my senior's blog.
but the guy had the wrong link
instead of wordpress, he wrote it as blogspot
so i changed it accordingly
and i stumbled upon a
PORNSITE INSTEAD.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek.
still having hibbie jibbies yaw!
*spastic moments*

HELLO WELLO YOU DIRTY FELLOW

2008-09-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

IM BACK! hee xD

ok, i miss my lappy like crazy yaaaaw
sent it for servicing but its still the same old sot lappy i get back
but i still love you, lappy xD

okk.. uhhhhhh
i might sound super outdated but iftaring with pasirian loves were awesoome!
had my first ever sheesha session and i got the first puff -
many thanks to rau and malia for making me think that i'm the only who never tried it therefore i should get the first puff.
pfft.
but it was a new experience though x)

then had another iftaring sessions with the ncc loves after the east meeting which was super draggy and its like the discussion was going roundandroundandroundandround.
they kept argueing about the same thing over and over again
the main purpose of the meeting was to vote for a new OIC and 2IC
but in the end we only spent 5 mins on the voting thingy?
pfft.

ohhkayy so that was eons new.
so here's a lil updated one;
had a japanese training camp last mon till tues.
iiish. can i say its super draggy?
i'd choose ncc camp anytime than school camp
the company's great no doubt
but it's like, not much enthu and no urgency?
but oh well, learnt a jap song which we have to sing
during one of those days that the japs are here.
TP actually provides the option of homestay for the jap students
and i wanted to offer till i hear its likely that all the japs arriving are guys
0.0 hahaha yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, maybe not.
and their stay last from tomorrow till 3rd 0ct
OHOH, the water games were a killer yaw!
i think i grew four freaking shades darker laaaaaa
omggggggggggggggg, im beyond tanned!
im daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaark! T.T
pfft. should have brought sunblock siaa.
ok nvm about that

now i gotta try remember the lyrics of Sangatsu Kokonoka
xD

malia kental? hahaha

2008-09-10T01:54:00.000+08:00

ok. that maknenek asked me to announce this
why is she so kental not to take pictures with the good looking people?
hahhahaha she did ok!

NCC DAY DINNER: was fun due to the company xD
laughed our ass off when we get to shake hands with Minister of Defense
HAHAHA wthhhhh. and i cut my hair. its freeeeaking short!
grow hair grow!

SSC: rocks my funky wonderball socks yaw
but its more like cf?
Saufi: SECTION FOUR!!!
hahahamiss my section especially
and i loooooove working with the EAST/AIR people!
i miss Norfa and Hui Ru caaaaaaaan? xD

290908: The most rocking day of the year with the loveables yaw!
hahahaha later2 i blog again kayy
i sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy xD

dumdididum

2008-09-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many stories!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many happenings!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many meetups with LOVES!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many things to say!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many things to blog!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many pictures to upload!

but,
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired to blog about it now
xD
HEHEHE be back soooon kayy

and HAPPY FASTING TO ALL THE MUSLIMS OUT THERE AYT!

and to those whoever going ssc, lets make it rock yaw!
(even though we are not booking in till wed xD)

andand LET'S WATCH 4BIA AGAAAAIN!!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAH

must.. study..

2008-08-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

2 more papers to goooooo!

damn, only had 4 hours of sleep during the last 36 hours.
couldnt sleep last niiiiiiiight..
felt soo sleepy but Major Headache was keeping me up all night
that i ended up studying for my morning's paper instead.
supposedly to go revising with my friends for tomorrow's paper
but the moment i got home i slept.

and my mum threw a pillow at me to wake me up B/
and she was like,
Mum: Shima! you got exams right!
Me: *seeing its broad daylight* 0.0
OH MY GOOOOOOOOOD! MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, I MISSED MY MORNING PAPER!
Mum: huh? i thought you said you got paper in the afternoon?
Me: huh? no. when did i say?
Mum: just now in the morning?
Me: noooooooooooo. only one paper in the morning.. tomorrow and fri alsoo
*went back to sleep*

and kak ina called me
asking me to accompany her and her students to hq
they were having the performance rehearsals/selections for NCC Day Dinner.
didnt know central was having campfeast..
and i THINK the cadets were ALL-BOYS cos there were a few platoons at the MPH
and they look at us one kind seyy 0.0
scaryy hahaha

there were not many people there for the performance rehearsals/selections
but they were having fun jamming after it was over.
and we thought 854 would be a faster route home
after all, the journey is usually 45mins
but WHAT THE HEEEEEEEELLLLLL,
it was almost 2 looooong freaking hoooouuurs laaaaaaa!
i dont know how long we were stuck at the Ubi/Eunos area there..
but just realized there was an accident
between 2 motorcycles and a van and it was strewn over 2/3 lanes
which explained the snail speed traffic

and i'm feeling sleeeeeeepy!

happyhappyhappy BIRTHDAY!

2008-08-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MALIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Many the thanks for all the random entertainment like,
the random msges..
(you still havent complete your Pokemon story yaw)
the random singings..
(thats why the ongoing showers)
the random doodlings on notes..
(on my ACONHYD notes some more!)
the random MMSes..
(very not motivating but appreciated all the same xD)
the random embarrasing moments..
(your favourite aunty.. take photo with her kayy)

nafiz's confession

2008-08-26T23:40:00.001+08:00

CLICK TO FOR A LARGER VIEW KAYY!

KHAI who has always been in denial has finally admit that he IS after all,
NAFIZ!

lazy weekend

2008-08-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

NOTHING.

that's practically what i did on my weekend.
you know, all these mugging thingy somehow affected my biological clock.
0.0 yeahh like, i used to sleep at 1plus.
then 12.
then 11.
and last night i fell asleep at 9plus laaaaaa!
and today i slept the whole daaaaaay!
0.0
i didnt review my maths but then again,
i think i practised maths too much till i got a lil confused.
but its at niiiiiggggggghhhhhht.
pfft.
i just hope i wont fall asleep while counting or something
i mean, knowing MYSELF, theres still a probability of me falling asleep "out of the blue"

well, enough about me x)
did you see the closing ceremony of the Olympics?
its super OVER right?!
but in a good way, of course.
i mean, the fireworks! WHOOOOOOO. its like *hands in the air side to side*-
indescribable!
at least its not as boring as the opening ceremony especially the passing of the torch part. pfft. that part was like a total killer yaw!
but yeahh, it was interesting though!

ohoh! army daze was niice.
actually when i was waiting for army daze to start,
i was watching Singapore Short Stories Project
which is kinda good too.
never did i realized that arts central actually has some good shows.
and they showed next week's trailer which is "Singapore Dreaming".
and it touched on Singaporean's real life issues whereby we worried about the 5Cs
Cars
Condo
Credit cards
Cash
Country club
However the real 5Cs that we should be concerned about are

Competitiveness
Cohesion
Compassion
Compact
Choices
To find out more what the hell im yapping about, please tune in to Arts Central next Sunday at 10pm!
hahahaah a fine example of Organic Advertisement which is a "free ad" for the body/company. o000o. i still remember my HTM stuff xD

ok, fine.
if you realized i have been watching television for this weekend.
oh, and i even went to jb yesterday with mum and kak ina.
you know, i'm beginnning to like FOS(Factory Outlet Store, i THINK)
cos of Banana Republic, GAP and other brands.
I mean like, do you know how super expensive these brands cost in their own outlets?
a BOMB, i tell you. well, at least for me now that i'm not working anymore. pfft.
but at FOS, its like RM20 for a tee which means
SUPER DUPER GOOD SAVINGS!
xD ahahah another "free ad" hee.
so thats how fruitless my weekend was.
but hey, at least i gotta wind down a little
and to think that next Monday is the beginning of a whole month of fasting.
and not to forget SSC too.
whoa. can't wait for ssc! xD

all in a week's work II

2008-08-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

well,helloooooooooooo!

i think i had my semangat (spirit) up high too early for exams that somehow it has died down..
sheesh.
been chiong-ing with malia and rau in school
but malia seems to be on the same book for the whole week except it has gotten much much more colourful and HAVOC siaa! hahaha
rau.. i don't know. opps. hahaha

but it was great study dating with those girls
nafiz and fir joined us once.
and we are a ~~noisy~~ crazy bunch yaw! hahaha
malia had some affair with the aunty! xD
you can read her August 20th's entry to find out more kayy xD
then a friend of rau and malia's joined one of out study dates
and she gave us a brief tip on the proper way of carrying trays
and i was forced to try
then nafiz tried
and fir was so excited that he wanted to try too
and boy, was i glad i was holding on to my drinks
cos he spilled the rest of the drinks!
hahaha it was totally comical laaa!
cos fir was like pretending to serve our drinks
but he had to bend down to place the drinks before the incident happened
and of course, malia's good friend aka aunty came by to mop the area
by then, fir was hiding well behind the pillar. pfft. ahahah x)

went to hq with rau after sooooo loooooooong
on wednesday and thursday to helped out for the pre-course ssc briefing and orienteering competition respectively.
when we were on our way there, we reminisce the times when we were still cadets.
totally missed those times, and we kept wondering why we kept coming back even though it was kinda torturous in a way.
and how most of us would have a 100% attendance for NCC during secondary school if not for that one freaking incident.
but its really the very people whom we went through the shits together that made us stay and go through it all together.
after all, its through ncc that i met the best bunch of people x)

had my ACONHYD papers in the morning
almost forgot about it last night
sheesh. i tell you, its troublesome to have an open book paper
cos its really time consuming to refer to the questions and your notes at the same time
and my classmate lost one of my notes! grr.
and for the first time, 2 hours was not enough to complete my paper laa! double GRR.

went to evss after paper for the last training before the fsting month
actually, was forced to come down to settle some problems =/
i dont know if the situation's gonna get any better
but they did let the rest of us down.
we cant help but to be mad cos we saved their ass too many times
and its embarrassing, you know.. pfft.
but i hope they'll change for the better..

and i just realised my entry is not making any sense at alll! pfft. and it was like,
from HURRAH2 happy2 to bleargh.
sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyy

all in a week's work

2008-08-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

Monday
was supposed to go jogging with nisa
but i was really drained out that i became a ZOMBIE
due to **** that i tried which seems really bad for my body.
but nisa was really in a mood for a jog till she realised she brought the wrong pants to jog in.
and she HAD to cancel it right after i changed my attire B/
thanks ehh nisa. hahah
but we TRIED to make it up by walking all the way toooooooooo..
STARBUCKS!
xD we weren't really hungry so we shared a muffin and a warm chocolate cake
hehehe really not helping with the weight loss thingy hahah

Tuesday
supposed to finish school at 6
but since the last lesson is only presentation,
the class decided to bring forward te class to 11am!
and i was still at home at that time B/ how about that.
rushed down to school and did presentation which i must say
is the COOLEST and most FUNNEST presentation ever!
we just had to present our project to our tutor.
and he dont mind whichever way we wanted to present,
as in powerpoint slides, transparency etc.
but my group didnt. prepare any of that sort cos we wanted to present from our report itself using visualiser(spelling issues?) but the one in the LT was spoilt so our tutor asked us to sit around and just "discuss" with him our project 0.0
and hes so funny, i tell you x) cos he was like switching roles between being our boss and client so he was like,
as a boss: So is the budget enough?
as a client: ok. i trust you
0.0
coool. hahaha

Wednesday
went to class at nine
thought i was late but i'm only the third person to arrive 0.0
and the tutor wasnt even in 0.0
had my project interview
and i was done for the day.
met malia and lunched at Rase 21.
came by my house after that and she had fun playing with afnan who was trying hard to act cute - and succeeded. pfft. hahah

Thursday
Had ESFAC lab test which i scored full marks! yay.
i just want to get through this module or else i'm out of tp yaw.
then had this killer irdd quiz.
third of the questions given required calculations which i dont even know how to calculate! T______T
but it was mostly MCQs so i had to CAKCAK KUTIIIIII xD

FRI-FRI-FRIDAY
TGIF!!
don't have to go for irdd lec but still have to go for irdd lec
which dragged on till half way through my esfac tutorial.
i was like seriously counting down to one o clock but
lucky me, lesson ended not long after i came!
but mr goh was like,
mr goh: shima did you come for lec yesterday?
me: x) heh. no
mr goh: OHHHHH. it was very important! find out from your classmate ok
me: ok.
it was last day of sem but guess what, i just got my (other) classmates' no just to copy the "important" notes 0.0 hahah yeahh

i cant wait to hurrah2 on the 29th xD

when ITS ALLLL ABOUT MALIAAAAAAA.

2008-08-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

yerp.
this post is:
ALLL ABOUT MALIAAAA

ahahah i owe it to her since
SHES ASKING FOR IT.
xD I'm here to promote her actually xD

DID YOU KNOW, MALIA talked to herself alot?
and it doesn't matter if shes talking to people or herself for that matter.
apparently, its preety normal for her to talk to her own reflection too
HAHAH funny laa siaa cos she did a reenactment for me HAHAHAH

ok.

DID YOU KNOW, MALIA likes this guy
WHO SERIOUSLY HAVE CENTER PARTING HAIR.
and, so sorry Mr. Guy but, he look like Mat Malaysia you know
but mally said hes smart and hes quite religous too
which i have to agree since both times i saw him, he was going/doing his prayers.

ohoh!

DID YOU KNOW, MALIA likes to randomly
message ~~not once, not twice but~~ SIX times -
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
fortunately, i was sleeping like a log by the time she sent those seriously random messages hehehe
but it is still quite a shocker to read it in the morning! xD

oh. and Malia, want to go into a trance ehhhhh?
hahahahah study date again YOK!

(appraently, you can find out ALOT about a person through study date)

NDP 08

2008-08-10T16:04:00.000+08:00

celebrated national day with the NCC bunch
not all came but we still had fun yeahh!
xD
alot of unexpected events but it was still
like what rau said, A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

firstly, we sat at Makan Sutra.
that was our initial plan:
to get a seat and a good view of the fireworks
BUT, it started to rain.
so the guys shifted our chairs to the pathway leading to DXO
but some of us wanted to watch the supporting contigents march past us
while the rest stayed back to watch over the chairs
when we came back, we got to know
STRIKE ONE: we were "shooed away" by the authoritised personnel
pfft.

nvm that. so we moved to the bay so that we can watch the screen
but the guys were taking shelter at the stage beside Makan Sutra so
we joined them and so far so good till it started to rain heavily and
EVERYONE was running to the stage until
STRIKE TWO: the Police/CISCO whatever SHOUTED at us to get down B/ like, wtf.
cos too many people were getting on the stage but they could have been
a little nicer by ushering instead of SHOUTING B/
its not like we were pushing people and stuff right..

so nvm, we got down and walked towards the bay, AGAIN.
and somehow we managed to get a spot where we can still see the screen
and i know its like drizzling and stuff but yaw
easy with the umbrellas!
people are like carrying the umbrellas high enough to shelter their friends/families
but low enough to BLOCK the screen pfft.
and we were like, complaining loudly to lower their umbrellas but they didnt seem to hear us
0.0
and there was this uncle who had a combover with an umbrella.
he is super irritating cos he kept shifting and stuff so
elfie was like, EHH UNCLE. lower your umbrella laaaa
and he even passed a comment about the hair which i wont mention here x)

and there was this Bangla (no offence, but HE IS) standing beside me with his friends.
and he whipped out camera phone to take a picture of himself.
but SUDDENLY i realised he was raising it higher bit by bit
TO TAKE OUR PHOTO LAAA SIAAAAAA with rau and myself in the photo!
0.0 SUPER duper scary ok!
and najIb was being evil! hahaha
he was like, AYY BANGLA. the one in stripes!
hahah he really did that =)

and i dont know why but people kept walking back and forth non stop
and of course we couldnt help ourselves, so we voiced out,
WHERE ARE YOU ALL GOIIING?
so sad no one really answer our question even though
i asked this army personnel guy where hes going
and even HE dont know. pfft.

and cos of the UMBRELLA issues,
we had to entertain ourselves most of the times
by just pointing randomly in the sky and cheering!
its a psychology thing you know,
so people were like, looking around anxiously expecting something xD
but of course there was nothing
except this ONE TIME, rau pointed to the sky and screamed
coincidentally, a pair of birds flew by!
it was funny really cos the crowd thought it was the black knights
and they were so excited but only to be fooled by a pair of birds and rau! xD
its super hilarious OK!
hahaha

and we had some fireworks watching while having dinner
before we left to meet mira,
KHAI EXCLAIMED: LET'S CAMWHORE!*with his fist in the air!*
HAHAHA yeahhh.. he said that! xD

so we were supposed to meet mira around marina area there

but she was still on duty so we were standing at the area,

whereby the ndp people were exiting,

to decide what to do/go till shes done

but dek was smart, he was like,

ayy, we better move or later we kena scolded again

and he was right! hahah we were about to move

STRIKE THREE: when this security personnel

asked us to leave the premises

and najib, being his usual self, said

for you, i will.

SUPER gay ok! hahahahah

and the guy just smiled and walked away

soooooooooo FUN day!
xD hahaha

NATASHAAAAA

2008-08-10T15:31:00.000+08:00

NATASHA CAME TO MY HOUSE ON FRIDAY
xD
i totally miss her truckloads seyy!
i got to know why she stopped visiting us last time but i'm not gonna mention it here =/
anyhoos.. when she first arrived, she was like crying and throwing tantrum and stuff
and kak ya was so tempted to whack her opps.
and my sisters were like showing her the "happier times" photos
and slowly she started warming up to us again! xD yay.

and she wanted my teddy Pooh; the one i got for my 17th birthday B/
OHOH, even amalia, natasha's SUPER introvert sister is warming up to us
last time, all she does is cry and hold on tight to her mum
but she waved and kissed my cheek on friday!
well, thats a start right x)

not feeling much better but still..

2008-08-04T23:37:00.001+08:00

on a ~~slightly~~ lighter note,
jogged with nisa around bedok reservoir park after school
at first we felt so kental as we were in "gym outfits"
you know, baggy shirt with shorts/tracks.

apparently, many people decided to go home late today
so we were like taking various routes just to go to the connector.
but it was gooood xD i mean,
after so long, and finally we had our jog.

not bad for a first time, but we gonna include more
pushups and situps for the upcoming jog/run.
i need to lose the extra pouch yaw. hehehe

shoot me dead.

2008-08-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

somebody, kill me now.

i forgot my lappy's administration password.
i know, how can someone be so dumb?
well, now you know.

i don't know how to reboot the system
cos i was sooooo smart to throw away the lappy's
box in school the moment i got it.

can somebody saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaveee meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

was it loser? nono that was the previous one..
sheeeeeeeeeesh.

All in a Day's Work

2008-08-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

I DID SPRINGCLEANING THE WHOLE DAY.
didnt know it could be such a draining task.. hmm..
you know theres always this occasional yellow plastic beg
placed at your gate for the recycle thingy?
well yeah,and my mum was like asking for a "volunteer"
and so i did - but with a deal, of course. hee xD
which is; SHOPPING spreeeeeeeee!

and my mum agreed!
0.0 but then again, she tends to agree almost on anything..
recap:
me: Mum, i wana go backpacking.. with friends ONLY.
mum: ok.
me: i wana study overseas.
mum: ok. new zealand?? i've always want to open a shop there..
me: 0.0 erm. erm. i wana migrate
mum: ok. bring me along, kayy =)
me: *bang head on wall*(dont know want to hurray or what..)

back to where we were!
half a day later, and the beg was literally tearing apart.
sheesh. i know we have to be green but the least they could
is provide a better quality plastic if they want the beg to hold..
to whereever its sent to.

so i placed the beg in the living room
and my sisters started looking through the stuff that i wanted
to recycle/ give away/ throw.
and they were like,
"you giving away the shirt i bought for you?"
"You never wear this dress, right?"
blablabla
but before i began my springcleaning,
i made sure that i'm only giving away those that
i no longer use/ never use before.
and yeahh, i mean, why should i keep those that i've not used for years!
i gotta keep making way for new ones (right?)
but they took out some of the clothings which
i guess Mr. Plastic Beg is very thankful for, indeed.

and you know what?
this may sound kinda geeky or whatever you may want to call it but:
I CATEGORISED MY CLOTHINGS! HAAHAHAHAH
what do i mean, you might ask?
i meant, i've stacked them according to..
style/ event or whatever it is laaaaaaa as in,
ncc shirts - 1 stack
dresses - 1 stack
hoodies/cardigans - 1 stack
formal/ collared - 1 stack
tees - 1 stack
traditional(s) - 1 stack
apparently, ~~some~~ most of them need to be
broken down to several other stacks 0.0
but i like my wardrobe, for now 0.0

now now..
wheres my books?..

HEYY

2008-08-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

alriiiiiiiiight.
i don't know why but im feeling super duper drained.
project management really killed my braincells just after 4 pages of report.
sheesh. wanted to blog yesterday but cannot laa..

supposed to go study with mira at NP but we changed the venue to KAP instead
thats when i started on pmngt and my brain started to go goooooeeeeey
took a bus from KAP and dropped at dover to go home

but at the very last minute went to SP instead
finally went home at night xD

--------------------CHANGE OF TOPIC-------------------------

i didnt go to school this morning! xD
sorry mr goh. went out with fai and shikin to bugis initially
we window shopped after a while and walked around town before this mat asked us,
wheres the rooftop where people lepak?
we showed him esplanade and he looked kinda lost still.
but we walked away towards suntec and shikin was like,
theres a rooftop at esplanade?
0.0 hahaha and we decided to go there and met that mat again
so shikin asked the mat along whom we later found out was mat MALAYSIA siaaa
and it was his 1st time in Singapore.
but what took me aback was the fact he came here ALONE and hes only 9teen
0.0 crazy right!

blablabla..

omg. am i THAT boriing?
0.0
pfft.

BACK.

2008-07-31T01:12:00.000+08:00

ALRIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT.
This will be my umpteenth attempt at blogging. Clever shima, exams are like a few weeks away and here I am trying to get the whole template right again. Oh well, feel like theres a LOT of things I want to write but not now laa ayt xD

AND HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY, MIRAAAAAA!

Hope you liked the suprise on Monday x)