ok believe it or not.
for a moment i thought i was sick of flights siaa
hahaha
after outbound flight to brisbane
we changed to a domestic flight to rockhampton
upon arrival, we stood at the belt thingy to collect our luggages
but you know what,
our luggages were transported to another flight by mistake
=.= grr.

so when we arrived at the campsite,
i tell you we looked like a super eyesore siaa
cos everyone else is in no4 and
ohoh! we met two generals in one day!
how cool is that yaw!
i mean, there's at least twenty generals
and i get to meet two of them yaw xD
cooool. and and
we got to ride the Super Puma xD
hahah see the reason why i
thought for a moment i was sick of flight?
for a moment only
but daaang.
can i say i lovelovelove the view?
and opps. people started to fall asleep
one by one when we were riding the helicopter
cos of the weather and stuff
but i woke up just in time to see the personnel
beside me grinning as he spoke into his headset
and the next thing i knew,
the helicopter dived to the right before
diving to the left
before diving back to the right again
awesome kaaaan!
hahahah
and i saw many kangarooooooooos
like a whole field of them
but its the same species as we have in our Zoo
so mal and ant,
sorry ehhh..
your kangaroo can get at the zoo
hahaha
and my free fifteen minutes of using the internet is almost up
LOVE YOU ALL. SEE YOU SOOOON
xD

BETTER miss me ar!
ahahahah
garrh. flight is in a couple hours' time
feeling excited already.
darn. im supposed to feel excited like,
later later seyy

ohh well
i know you guys are hurray-ing after i leave
=.=
garrh. hahaahah
but no matter,
I LOVE YOU ALL
enjoy this moment while it last ehhh
hahaha

For You..
a "new" You..
that "Special" You..

i dont know if i did the right thing
by starting that convo with you
about how things changed
maybe cos you really did feel
like you're "out" from the group
but how can you be when you are part of it?

i think its time
you rethink your priorities

but on a lighter nooooote,
i got FREE PIZZA
and many2 bbq chicken wings
ahahaha
initially i didnt want to take up the offer,
cos not that hungry mahh..
but mum didnt cook and both her and
kak ya wanted so yeahhh..
ahahah but i didnt realized we were that hungry siaa
we finished up the whole damn thing
heee.
THANKS EHHHHHH xD

i would say today would have been a perfectly
normal day but it didnt turned out so cos
i witnessed my first ever;
Angry Kid in Class.

it was this nerdy dude in my last lesson for the day
the tutor randomly chose their table
for each one of them to answer a question
and this dude was the last one standing as he couldnt
answer any of the questions given
at first, he seems to be in deep thought
and have that nerdy look laaa
then his friend finally helped him answer
and the tutor told him to sit down
but thenn..
(Picture in your mind what i'm saying next)

he started to look damn angry..
and he had this heavy breathing thingy going on..
(heave ho heave ho heave ho)
and he started to have this really low growl..
(grrr.... grrr.... )
and he started to crush his book..

at my table, there was me and this two other
dudes who came from a different class/course
so we dont really know how to react
I WAS DAMN SCARED LAAA.
but one of the dude was chuckling and even
had the time to make lil jokes
why he grew mad =.=
hahaha but i have to admit
it was funny 0.0
opps.

but the rest of the class seemed
immune to his alarming behaviour
but i tell you,
even the tutor was scared.
she tried to continue the lesson
as usual but she made an excuse after a
while and it turned out that she called
the school counsellor who came not long
after and the lady tried to talk to the dude
who was still standing.

we couldnt help but stole glances to look at them
(his group's table was at the back of the class)
and something unexpected happened..

HE CRIED! 0.0

i'm not kidding!
he did!
and the lady finally made him sat and
asked his friend to move a few seats away
and its quite a drama actually
cos his CP came and all
and i know there were many calls made

but halfway through the drama
i was like,
THANK GOD we are in singapore instead.
cos if we were like in US or something,
whereby guns are allowed under the
Second Commandment,
i tell you, i wouldnt be here
cos i might be dead in a massacre.
I'M NOT KIDDING.
i mean, really
if he had a gun,
i think he would have gone on a shooting spree siaa
eek. hibbie jibbies siaa.

i didnt expect but we did..

we didnt hope but we did..

but YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!

WE FUCKING WON YAW!

i didnt expect us to win

just told everyone,

Compete and Complete the Race. that's good enough.
cos people didnt seem as motivated
cos people werent as hopeful
and i almost didnt come down for CQ

but i'm suuuuuuper glad that i skipped school siaa!

HAHAHAHAHA WOOOOO.

so i'll now let the photos do the talking ayt!

lalalala xD

EAST! with TK boys- Overall Best Boys Unit

Zac =D who was SG Chua for the race

CHAMPIIIIIION xD

Tok Kebon (Farmer Man)

ZAZ =D

Yong Ming laa =D

Tat Som Bong =D

Fann Howe =D

SG Chua

Ah Wei xD so cuuute!

tutor super evil!
there i was early and somehow eager for the 1st lesson to start
and suddenly a whole group of mats came into the corridor and stood at one end of the classroom i tell you, my heart was pounding.
i have issues when theres too many mats.
i dont like. =$
but phew,
their tutor came and apparently
their class is next to mine

and there we wait
and i met 2 of my coursemates who are in the same class
and then we wait and
APPARENTLY TUTOR PANGSEH-ED US.

pfft. and so its almost as good as skipping the first day of school cos after the supposedly 2 hour lesson was a 3h break followed by 4h of lectures.

lucikly met wee tao at the library and we went to the 7th floor and just get a random book

plan was to sleep but we ended up reading instead hahaha

but on a lighter note,
thanks to Jack's idea,
we had a Welcome Back to School gift! xD
and its super funn caaaaaan
and cos i finished lesson early,
i bought a highlighter-marker for them xD
and jack bought a similar pencil for all of us
and a red card with a small wooden peg which is super cute laa!
and malia bought a file for both jack and myself
and an eraser for me and a pen for rau xD
funn laaaaaa

mine xD

jack's =D

jill's =D

but since neither jack nor me got a file for jill,

she decided to use ours as her background xD

hahaha but its super funn laa! let's do it again next year =x haahah

I'M ALIIIIIIIIVE.
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM!
xD

wow. you have NO idea
how i felt this past week without lappy yaw.
i feel so restricted, you know
like the kind you in the jacket where you hands are tied back and you try to break free, the one you usually find in mental instituitions?
hahahaha yeaaaaaaaahhh

and now its like
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

so many things happened yaw
uhhhhhh. cant really remember actually
but i randomly turned some of my A3 papers to gigantic monthly planner!
its super colourful and messy but its just the way i like it xD
will show you some days ayt xD
thennnnn we had the surprise dinner for elfie and rau too
and i am so not prepared for Wallaby yaw!
but miss me when im gone kayy
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
and cos of wallaby,
i'll miss big walk =((
jack and jill, carry a banner laaaaaaaa kayy
"Walk for Shima"
i tell you, the press would want to know more yaw!
but dont make me sound dead kayy B/

lalalalalalalaaaaaaa

i miss you, mr lappy!

PHEW!

and best part?

I CAN SAVE PICTURES AGAAAAAIN

xD

thanks to my darling Tat Som Bong, i gotta do this.
hahaha but nvm, its not all the time anyway..


(a) People who got tagged must write the answer on their blog.
(b) Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
The person must say who they tagged by and cannot tag on the tag person whom they were tagged by.
(c) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1) Jack
2) Jill
3) Mira
4) Shol
5) anyone xD

01 . What have you been doing recently ?
hang out alot with jack and jill xD
02 . Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
nope, unless my music player goes crazy or when i wanna go hq
03 . What happened at 10.00am today ?
fell asleep while taking care of Afnan
04 . When did you last cry ?
a while back thinking of the second YOU mentioned in one of the previous post
05 . Believe in fate / destiny ?
yerp. but it all depends on our decision-making too
06 . What do you want in your life right now ?
to be carefree
07 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains , or just put up your hood ?
used to be all hood but now its umbrella-ella-ella-ay-ay.
08 . What's your favourite thing to have on your bed ?
my pillow?
09 . What bottom are you wearing now ?
refering to my pants or my undiiiiiiiiiiiies? *cheeky grin*
10 . What's the nicest text in your inbox say ?
crazy random texts from jack and jill.
11 . Do you tend to make a relationship complicated ?
whatever for? but usually turns out that way =/ isnt that the reason why we have ex-es?
12 . Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ?
haven't wear it yet but i have nisa's skirt with me xD
13 . What was the last movie you caught ?
My Bestfriend's Girl
14 . What are you proud of ?
right now? achieved nothing recently sooo.. nothing.
15 . What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Sender: Malia; 21 08 09
Someone special
who could it be?
This job is too tough for you and me..
it sounds like a job for
a higglytown hero!
a higglytown hero! :)
yerp. thats the kind of msg i get from them
16 . What was the last song you sang out loud ?
Lady Marmalade
17 . Do you have any nicknames ?
Shimmy
18 . What does your last received text message say ?
msg by Tat Som Bong
19 . What time did you go to bed last night ?
4am
20 . Are you currently happy ?
can say so laa
21 . Who gives you best advice ?
nisa? hahah
22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
yerp! the first and the last time i did that was this year's SSC during one of our late nights talking sessions
23 . Who did you talk on phone last night ?
Farhan bodybuilder. 0.0 random youuuu
24 . Is anything bugging you right now ?
nope
25 . What / who was the last thing / person to make you laugh ?
just now when i was out with jack, jill and nafiz
26 . Do you wear toe socks ?
used to have! i liiiike, can wriggle my toes xD
27 . Who was the last person you missed a call from ?
Mira; SORRY! was in the cinema
28 . Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
like, duhh? but i got over it
29 . What annoys you most in a person ?
when they dont fit in but tried to
30 . Do you have a crush on anyone ?
i THINK so
31 . Have you ever hone a cocaine ?
what do you mean, hone a cocaine?
32 . What is the colour of your room ?
white. even if i repaint it, it'll still be white. dad's rule B/
33 . Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar ?
if i can get away with it =D
34 . Do you believe in the saying of : Talk is cheap ?
yerp. unless you are paid to talk
35 . Who was the last person to lie in your bed ?
afnan, i think
36 . Who was the last person to hug you ?
jill when she left earlier
37 . Did anyone see that last person you kissed ?
i dont know. it was dark. o00o. HAHAHAHAHAHAH
38 . Do you have a life ?
i wont be here if i dont.
39 . Have you ever think someone died , when they really didnt die ?
many times.. many times..
40 . What is the reason behind your proflie song ?
the jap student exchange programme
41 . Who was the last person you saw in your dream ?
this one dude whom i know in my dream, but cant remember him now..
42 . Last time you smiled ?
just now.
43 . Have you changed this year ?
i think soo
44 . What are you listening right now ?
Friends ost.
45 . Are you talking to someone when you doing this ?
chatting? yeahh
46 . Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?
open, of course but i can stand with my eyes closed xD
47 . Is there a quote you live by ?
Honesty is the best policy
48 . Do you want someone you cannot have ?
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. *sigh
49 . Have you ever played an instrument ?
in sec school? many, youuuu.
50 . What was the worst idea you've had this week ?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. my answers for Wallaby's interview
51 . What are you doing last night at 11pm ?
watching LA ink
52 . Are you happy with your love life right now ?
im single yaw.
53 . What song best describe you love life ?
Love Lockdown by Kanye West.
54 . Does the person know that you like him / her ?
i doont knoooow. =/
55 . Who always make you laugh ?
My friends and family
56 . Do you speak other language other then English ?
Malay, and very the lil bit of java
57 . Favourite website(S) ?
blogger, hotmail, friendster and youtube
58 . What's your middle name ?
BINTE. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH xD
59 . What are you doing tomorrow ?
have to stay home to accompany Mum
60 . What do you think you are like ?
I'm like a bird *somehtingsomething
61 . Who will you choose to die with ?
you. MUAHAHAHAHAHAH
62 . Where have you been today ?
i've been to Orchard Cineleisure, HMV and Suntec today.
63 . What game do you play often ?
what kind are we talking here *cheeky grin
64 . Who are you missing right now ?
someooone
65 . If you have to choose between friend and Love , who will you choose ?
friends. sorry, Love. but yeahh, friends come first.
66 . What are you doing right now ?
chatting laaaa
67 . Which primary school are you from ?
Bedok Town and Telok Kurau
68 . Name 3 colours that you like .
uhhhhh. pink, blue, green
69 . What emotion you like to show ?
xD
70 . What is your life to you ?
my life is like the song Unwritten-Natasha Beddingfield
71 . If you have something troubling you , what will you do ?
keep it to myself and just go "................"
72 . Who did you last chat in msn today ?
Mark
73 . Who do you admire most ?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. noone
74 . Which month are you born in ?
may
75 . How are you feeling right now ?
stoning yaw
76 . What is the time now ?
1.47am
77 . What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is ?
cute laaa..
78 . What colour did you use to dye hair ?
Golden Medium Brown
79 . Why are you doing this test ?
for the fun, joy, laughter.
80 . What do you do when you're moody ?
i'll give that B/ look
81 . At which age you wish to get married ?
25 pleeeeeeease.
82 . Who is most important to you ?
my mother. whos next, my mother
83 . If today is the last day of your life , what will you do ?
donate whatever i have. get hitched and get BANGING. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
84 . Who is the person you trust the most ?
Anisah Ahmad
85 . Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain ?
its a fact (i think) its just whether you see it or not.
86 . If you have a dream come true , what would it be ?
hahaha that one laaaaaaaaaaaaa
87 . What is your goal for this year ?
i want to go THUNDER WARRIOORRRRRRRRRRRRRR
88 . Do you believe in eternity love ?
yerp and i want mine published, make into a movie, and have lots of remakes
89 . What feeling do you love most ?
falling in love
90 . Do you really think its Global Warming now ?
like, hasnt it been? i'm like, so hot the ice caps melt.
91 . What feeling do you hate most ?
backstabbing issues.
92 . Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
of course unless i hate you.
93 . Do you believe in God ?
that was what i was brought up to believe.
94 . Who cares for you most ?
my loved ones?
95 . What do you think is the most important in your life ?
that precious moments spent with mummy
96 . What will you bring when you fight ?
taser gun and The Evaporator(CSI:Miami)
97 . What have you done regretted doing in your whole life ?
that thing. i swear i wont do it again.
98 . What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you ?
self-reflect
99 . What if your boyfriend / girlfriend two-timed you ?
find out if its really true, then he'll die.
100 . How do you feel now ?
dum dum di di dum dum di di.

throat hurts like maaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
my voice is getting softer and softer
cos its getting harder and harder to talk
and not to mention how much it pains to talk or swallow

and i dont know if i want to go for the interview tomorrow
no friend to go with T.T
see how laaaaaaaa
and like, might be meeting the girls for dinner.
dont know if i want to go not

see hows my fucking mood tomorrow

feel like an angry kid right now.

ahh, FUCK IT ALL.

heard too many sad news tonight
that i'm feeling somewhat depressed now.

to YOU,
so SORRRRRRRRRRRRY!
that was seriously not my intention
it was my fault though,
cos i didnt really typed out what i mean
but please,
come back ayt =/

to (another) YOU,
i am super duper sad about what you told me
seriously really hope that that wouldnt happen
i would seriously hate that
really.

regardin THAT matter,
i dont know whether i should be happy or not
if its a good thing or not
but i'll try to do whatever i can

to (another another) YOU,
i'm so sorry i broke it
but i dont have that amount of cash to pay for it
i'm sorry YOU

but worst of all,
an insect
FLEW right up my nose
when i was walking to the interchange just now!
darn mad about that one
garrh.

On a lighter (much much MUCH lighter) note,
heard a ridiculously funny story last week

so i was thinkiiiiiing,
want to go to OB Amsterdam?
it'll be like around,
i dont know end of year?

and main activity;

i dont know, visit to

Red Light District?

and no worries,
we'll have that guy's signature
to prove that it is an NCC trip











HAHAHAHAH
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

now, now,
who would have thought of that?
oh, YOUUU did! xD
how thoughtful!

damn *YOU.

so much for calling and saying YOU and them are going to come around noon.
knowing what glutton-s you are, *SHE cooked alot.
but thanks alot for the No-Show.

we were like supposed to go out for our Hari Raya outing but we didnt eventually cos you havent arrived
but how nice of you to tell us FINALLY that you're not coming at late evening.

THANKS! thanks alot!

Remind me again,
why i NEVER like *YOU?

this year felt different than previous years.
don't know why but we kept thinking of late grandmum
it wasnt that usual high spirit-ed atmosphere
whereby everyone looks forward to gatherings and stuff

today we went out later than usual
but the moment we reached my eldest uncle's house,
thats when all the chaos started!
of course, my sisters are always the SUPER LOUD
so yeahh, we made quite an entrance xD
and me being the usual klutz,
no matter how much i tried to keep my outfit away from any mess
somehow i ended up spilling the gravy on myself B/
but family sure know how to hype things up
and i tell you,
dont know how many times i watched the
praying part of
Kecoh Kecoh Raya
but its freaking funny laaaaa!
well, to me at least xD))
HEEEEEEEEEEE. and i laughed again and again
and we occupied 3 cars this time round.
usually its my uncle who's driving whose car can fit 8-9 people
and the rest will just take taxis
but cos 2 of his sons could drive,
we got 3 different rides yaw
and its freaking chaotiiiiiiic!
it was like an amazing race thingy!
we were like "racing" to see who reached the next destination first and at one point my uncle wind down his window and was chatting with my sister in the other car and i tell you from my ride, which was like two cars behind, it looks like some road rage yaw! ahahahah
and my ride was like blasting Ria and we were singing and making videos of our own
0.0 so fuuuuuuuun!

andand,
my runaway stray cat we thought shes already dead cat
came back 0.0
and she look sicker than ever
none of us dare to touch her cos she really look like shes in bad shape
and we dont allow her to come in anymore especially cos theres Afnan now
and Squirrel doesnt come up as often eversince Hitam(Black) came back from the dead.

Forgive me if I have hurt your feelings in anyway,
Forgive me for my wrongdoings,
Forgive me if you were at any point of time not happy with me,
the bottom line is,
JUST FORGIVE AND FORGET LAAAA!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS

and

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO THE NONs

and a shoutout to:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELFIE

and

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE TAKING Ns and Os

xD