the fear. ; 20:49
bonjour!
i dont like lily allen
cos i think shes weird
but i cant help myself
but to hum to The Fear.
petang semalam saya termimpi
satu mimpi yang sungguh aneh.
saya sedang berduduk di sebuah tangga,
tangganya agak serupa dengan tangan yang
menuju ke Marina Square
cuma ia amat tinggi sekali
di sebelah saya ialah Amira,
ya, si makcik kedot itu,
tetapi bukan kami sahaja yang
berada di sana tetapi
empat lagi kawan kami
yang bukan begitu rapat
tetapi boleh tahan rapat juga ya.
kami sedang menghadapi
matahari terbenam
dan pada satu masa itu,
matahari sungguh silau
hingga saya tidak dapat buka pun
dua biji mata saya.
saya melindung mata saya
daripada cahaya matahari
tetapi cahayanya sungguh terang
hingga mata saya pedih dan
mula berair.
saya pun toleh kebelakang
untuk mendapat teduh dari
matahari tetapi cahayanya masih kuat
dalam semua yang berada di sana,
nampaknya cuma saya seorang
yang tidak boleh tahan dengan
cahayanya, masa pun lalu
dengan lambat yang saya tidak
boleh angkat.
selepas lama saya menahan
keperitannya, saya dapat membuka mata
saya semula
lalu, saya sedar dari tidur,
rupanya saya tidur FACING tingkap lah
dengan matahari yang terbenam!
dan saya rindu awak lahand to YOU.fuck you.i dont need your respectand you so dont deserve mine
dang.
looks like, i'll be doing my attachment
in year 4.1 instead huhh..
timetable is slack for now..
initially, had only 3 modules
2 of which are repeated/forward
whichever you may call it and
the other, i missed it during year 2.1
soo decided to take up 2 CDS
and so i'm gonna be learning
French and Understanding Theatre
hee.
excitement or what?
i dont know what to update already
cos i missed out too much
but there wont be NDP rehearsals for the
next three weeks
soo that means, my sat is freeeee! =DD
and 57th instructors are planning
a second outing yaw!
with any random peoples invited too
hee!
and to you,
i'd cross a thousand miles for.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
since when i got fanclub?!
siaper gi buat niii?!
57th! 57th! 57th 57th.. ; 00:52
FINALLY,
57th COC is over!
i had a great blast
being my BOTAK boys' APC
they rocked my socks!
with all their uber random jokes
and nonsen ongs which i really love!
hahahahahahahahahahaha
ahhhhhhh no more being their MUM!
no more being part of their jokes
and doing the super random stuff!
i miss my guys
daven
kelvin
kenneth
raymond
dinie
faizal
helmi
mahyuddin
syazwan
muslim
james
afiq
jonathan
oi
yoke hong
farid
sebastian
wilfred
soon yu
awesome people, you guys are!
all the best for your future as
Cadet Officers and lets hope we meet again
=DD
and they gave me a red rose
ahhhhhhhh
hahahaha cos they performed,
fall for you,
for their performace and there was
one part whereby they didnt know what to do
so i suggested that they give out red roses
to ladies in the audience before coming back
on stage and i like the fact
that they are really opened to suggestion
and they did just that!
hahaaha
and after the pop,
the whole syndicate was like on one knee
holding to one red rose
and they were like calling out to people to take a photo
HAHAHAHAH
OMGGGGGGGGGGG
i love you guys many2 siaaaaaaaaa
hahahaha
and the instructors' performance rock tooooo!
we danced to "nobody" by wondergirls
and like, we had a couple of cock ups
but we just danced still
and rock the show!
hahaha
you guys are awesome to work with!
=DDDD